it would be a few hours to go.. everybody's can't wait to say hello to a new year and saying goodbye to 2010.
to wrap off 2010 calendar, what i can says is that..2010 was not a lucky year for me. a lot of things had happened and so much misery.
things get worst when i fallen into failure and i am lucky to smells the forgiveness from God. i did too much pressure on myself, ignoring what heart says and finally i am downed. thats happened in 2010 and i won't let it touch or even slip into this coming new year.
heart to heart,
by saying hello without my late dad, it is impossible. if your daddy is by your side, please take care of him, tell him that you love him and hug him. i still remember he took a shower by the time a 2010 come. he said,i took a bath hoping that God cleanse me from bad luck.... but our fate is not on our hand. May him rest in peace..
tomorrow i will leaving my home to proceed my studies. my heart deeply says i am going to miss my family, my cousins and my friends... i feels like 2011 would be a battle year for me. i feels like i am a soldier. soldier who seeking Christ who let everything goes better and lighten my life.
i hope and pray for my goals become true for 2011. it is not just by words, but with my act indeed.
i am so sad to leave 2010.. this year burdened me up so much but things get me close to God..
if our dad wanted to see us success, grant us a luxuries gifts, what about our God our creator of the earth and sky? He grants the eternal life to people who obey his principle.. how great is our god.. praise the lord for whole my life.......
last but not least to wrap off 2010, i ask for my forgiveness to Jesus Christ and whoever i have made sins to them..
Goodbye 2010...
before 2010 closeS out,
here is some plan that i have thought for next year!
1. i have to stay with my room mate who is going to be my house mate as we are currently plan to live in shop lot near our campus with rm125 each per month!
2. i really wanted to stay in my aunt's house with free fee! but then i can't because my room mate not willing to stay with us. =.=
3. i really have to save my budget for my room fee + food + driving fee + saving for our vacation to KL on June!
4. i need to ON diet mode!
5. i need to be independent becoming woman!
6. starts not to be influence by others, JUST FOCUS ON MY STUDIES! VERY CRUCIAL THIS UPCOMING SEMESTER!
7. build healthy relationship with friends with no hypocrite! BE MYSELF, IS BETTER! =D
8. must think wisely on how to manage my schedule to study smartly and get enough rest!
9. PRAY MORE, IT HELPS ME DURING MY RESTNESS TIME + GOD HELPS ME RELEASING ALL BURDEN I HAVE! HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD <3 <3
10. NEXT TARGET!!!! UMS!!!!! YEAAYYYY!!!! 5MONTHS TO GO FOR LOOKING FOR A JOB BEFORE INTAKE ON JUNE 2012 TO UMS FOR BACHELOR IN INDUSTRIAL R/LATIONSHIP OR PATHOLOGY & ANDROPOLOGY!!!!
here is some plan that i have thought for next year!
1. i have to stay with my room mate who is going to be my house mate as we are currently plan to live in shop lot near our campus with rm125 each per month!
2. i really wanted to stay in my aunt's house with free fee! but then i can't because my room mate not willing to stay with us. =.=
3. i really have to save my budget for my room fee + food + driving fee + saving for our vacation to KL on June!
4. i need to ON diet mode!
5. i need to be independent becoming woman!
6. starts not to be influence by others, JUST FOCUS ON MY STUDIES! VERY CRUCIAL THIS UPCOMING SEMESTER!
7. build healthy relationship with friends with no hypocrite! BE MYSELF, IS BETTER! =D
8. must think wisely on how to manage my schedule to study smartly and get enough rest!
9. PRAY MORE, IT HELPS ME DURING MY RESTNESS TIME + GOD HELPS ME RELEASING ALL BURDEN I HAVE! HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD <3 <3
10. NEXT TARGET!!!! UMS!!!!! YEAAYYYY!!!! 5MONTHS TO GO FOR LOOKING FOR A JOB BEFORE INTAKE ON JUNE 2012 TO UMS FOR BACHELOR IN INDUSTRIAL R/LATIONSHIP OR PATHOLOGY & ANDROPOLOGY!!!!
hi there,
Christmas eve just around the corner but my mom said we are not going to celebrate it. i think my mom still "berkabung" for my late dad even though its been a year ago.. without celebration, it does not mean my family ignore the born of our saviour, i believe and trust that each of them would pray to God for giving HIS only child to us....
this year, my family will gathering in Miri as everyone will going back to meet each others! even though this year is second xmas without my late dad, we still keep the smile on our face.. :) may him rest in peace.
since i was child, i have never seen any christmas tree at home.. my brother also mentioned about it. i felt sad we cannot enjoy th christmas's environment with my family.. i feel jealous when i saw other families enjoy purchasing the christmas tree even it is SMALL.... ;( i really want it.. not because i just wanted the tree but to feel the born Lord JEsus to the world...TT
its ok.. i know LOrd understand me more than you are... =) i wish i could have a wonderful christmas in the future......................
Christmas eve just around the corner but my mom said we are not going to celebrate it. i think my mom still "berkabung" for my late dad even though its been a year ago.. without celebration, it does not mean my family ignore the born of our saviour, i believe and trust that each of them would pray to God for giving HIS only child to us....
this year, my family will gathering in Miri as everyone will going back to meet each others! even though this year is second xmas without my late dad, we still keep the smile on our face.. :) may him rest in peace.
since i was child, i have never seen any christmas tree at home.. my brother also mentioned about it. i felt sad we cannot enjoy th christmas's environment with my family.. i feel jealous when i saw other families enjoy purchasing the christmas tree even it is SMALL.... ;( i really want it.. not because i just wanted the tree but to feel the born Lord JEsus to the world...TT
its ok.. i know LOrd understand me more than you are... =) i wish i could have a wonderful christmas in the future......................
malam masih muda tapi diriku masih lagi berjaga..
memandang sudut lampu yang malap, hati ku terasa sunyi.. esok mungkin sama seperti hari ini, tiada aktiviti ku lakukan tetapi hanyalah berada di rumah ditemani laptop dan tv.
ku termenung,
bagaimana keadaan ku 5tahun akan datang...
masih hidup kah aku?
gemuk kah aku?
bekerja kah aku?
punya kekasih?
em.. misteri hidupku, hanya Tuhan saja yang tahu..
kedengaran penyaman udara beroperasi, aku terasa sejuk saat ini..
diselimuti selimut buatan ibu ku, hangat terasa diriku..
ibu ku jenak sekali tidur..
cousin ku terlelap juga..
tinggal aku seorang masih lagi menatap laptop sony vaio e series mette white.....
aku tiba tiba terfikir,
dahulu impian ku mahu menjadi model kebaya, ahh..mustahil diriku yang hodoh rupa menjadi seorang peraga yang anggun..
tapi, alangkah bagusnya jika ku dapat tunaikan hasrat ku walaupun kerja separuh masa untuk impianku..
mimpi hanya mimpi jika tidak mencuba kan?
em.. ku terfikir juga,
pupus kah lelaki/wanita yang mencintai seseorang itu sepenuh hati tanpa mencurangi yang ada?
hanya berdasarkan rupa yang waktu tua nya kedut juga,
hanya berdasarkan susuk tbuh yang menawan waktu tua lain jadinya,
itu ciri2 mahu mu?
aah.. mustahil bagi seseorang itu menidak kan semuanya..
mengenali seseorang itu memerlukan waktu,
biarpun panjang waktunya, namun personaliti diri seseorang itu bisa terungkap dengan peribadi nya yang baik, memikat hati dan sebagainya.. iya kan?
em..
akan ku cerita lagi fikiran ku saat ini di lain waktu..
gbu semuanya.. <3
night..
memandang sudut lampu yang malap, hati ku terasa sunyi.. esok mungkin sama seperti hari ini, tiada aktiviti ku lakukan tetapi hanyalah berada di rumah ditemani laptop dan tv.
ku termenung,
bagaimana keadaan ku 5tahun akan datang...
masih hidup kah aku?
gemuk kah aku?
bekerja kah aku?
punya kekasih?
em.. misteri hidupku, hanya Tuhan saja yang tahu..
kedengaran penyaman udara beroperasi, aku terasa sejuk saat ini..
diselimuti selimut buatan ibu ku, hangat terasa diriku..
ibu ku jenak sekali tidur..
cousin ku terlelap juga..
tinggal aku seorang masih lagi menatap laptop sony vaio e series mette white.....
aku tiba tiba terfikir,
dahulu impian ku mahu menjadi model kebaya, ahh..mustahil diriku yang hodoh rupa menjadi seorang peraga yang anggun..
tapi, alangkah bagusnya jika ku dapat tunaikan hasrat ku walaupun kerja separuh masa untuk impianku..
mimpi hanya mimpi jika tidak mencuba kan?
em.. ku terfikir juga,
pupus kah lelaki/wanita yang mencintai seseorang itu sepenuh hati tanpa mencurangi yang ada?
hanya berdasarkan rupa yang waktu tua nya kedut juga,
hanya berdasarkan susuk tbuh yang menawan waktu tua lain jadinya,
itu ciri2 mahu mu?
aah.. mustahil bagi seseorang itu menidak kan semuanya..
mengenali seseorang itu memerlukan waktu,
biarpun panjang waktunya, namun personaliti diri seseorang itu bisa terungkap dengan peribadi nya yang baik, memikat hati dan sebagainya.. iya kan?
em..
akan ku cerita lagi fikiran ku saat ini di lain waktu..
gbu semuanya.. <3
night..
hey there,
i have bad news to share with. my result was totally dissatisfy me. i never fail any subject for final exam since i entered the university but then.... this semester i failed costing subject! i thought that i won't repeat any paper and enjoy my studies but God failed me on that subject. i guess this costing could be useful in my future. so God wants me to do better than before as i knew that i am not performing well for every single subject i have done on that semester. its okay, i know its God's willing. and i know that i can do better than than and ignore whatever people said that cannot grade on time bla bla bla~~~~
the future is not ours to see, so don't jump into conclusion by the way =)
i thank God because i failed one subject because i might be lucky as there could be lot of students failed two or three subjects for a semester!
i believe that everything had happen because there is a reason! no way we are always on the top, diligence and genius all the time!
nobody is perfect, man.
so, i will do better for my final year =) with God's guidance! amen.
i have bad news to share with. my result was totally dissatisfy me. i never fail any subject for final exam since i entered the university but then.... this semester i failed costing subject! i thought that i won't repeat any paper and enjoy my studies but God failed me on that subject. i guess this costing could be useful in my future. so God wants me to do better than before as i knew that i am not performing well for every single subject i have done on that semester. its okay, i know its God's willing. and i know that i can do better than than and ignore whatever people said that cannot grade on time bla bla bla~~~~
the future is not ours to see, so don't jump into conclusion by the way =)
i thank God because i failed one subject because i might be lucky as there could be lot of students failed two or three subjects for a semester!
i believe that everything had happen because there is a reason! no way we are always on the top, diligence and genius all the time!
nobody is perfect, man.
so, i will do better for my final year =) with God's guidance! amen.
hi there!
tomorrow at 9am will be crucial moment for me. my result for final semester coming up!
im curious i really cannot expect what i will get. im too cool and feels like nothing happen. im empty!
i hope everything would be okay as i had made up all my studies well.im too calm.. too relax..
compared to last semester, i think i have done better than this semester. maybe my room mate affect my environment of studies. she's better than me in a ways of studies. that's why sometimes i get affected by her. when im studying, she do so. she cannot follow my way as she will get better than me. im not fast track student, im blurry student.. that's why i studies more than others. i believe she will get a good result than me.. that's what my instinct said... =(
anyhow, i should not blame her because everyone want the best for themselves. as for me, i don't want to bet anyone but its for myself. i have to make sure my pointer will not falls down and even no refer paper! i dont wish for that.......
i wanted to grade on time and finish off my study. im tired of studies..studies...studies..
but, i have to. my family wish me to continue till CIMA accountant but...im not into it. im doing it to fulfill their wish..
somehow, i have bought new laptop, Sony Vaio E Series rm2299 after less rm100. mette white man! i really like it.. damn like it! =D
the old want i gave to my aunt so she will used it. the problem of my old laptop was the battery does not functioning and the worst is the fire came out and BOOM! the plug cannot pull out because the plastic protecting the plug was melting..huhu.. but then, it still can be used by using electric plug in. just that the flaw is pray for no black out!
last but no least, i really hope that all my work on studies pay off..
till then, happy good day everyone! <3
tomorrow at 9am will be crucial moment for me. my result for final semester coming up!
im curious i really cannot expect what i will get. im too cool and feels like nothing happen. im empty!
i hope everything would be okay as i had made up all my studies well.im too calm.. too relax..
compared to last semester, i think i have done better than this semester. maybe my room mate affect my environment of studies. she's better than me in a ways of studies. that's why sometimes i get affected by her. when im studying, she do so. she cannot follow my way as she will get better than me. im not fast track student, im blurry student.. that's why i studies more than others. i believe she will get a good result than me.. that's what my instinct said... =(
anyhow, i should not blame her because everyone want the best for themselves. as for me, i don't want to bet anyone but its for myself. i have to make sure my pointer will not falls down and even no refer paper! i dont wish for that.......
i wanted to grade on time and finish off my study. im tired of studies..studies...studies..
but, i have to. my family wish me to continue till CIMA accountant but...im not into it. im doing it to fulfill their wish..
somehow, i have bought new laptop, Sony Vaio E Series rm2299 after less rm100. mette white man! i really like it.. damn like it! =D
the old want i gave to my aunt so she will used it. the problem of my old laptop was the battery does not functioning and the worst is the fire came out and BOOM! the plug cannot pull out because the plastic protecting the plug was melting..huhu.. but then, it still can be used by using electric plug in. just that the flaw is pray for no black out!
last but no least, i really hope that all my work on studies pay off..
till then, happy good day everyone! <3
haha.. i wanted to complaint bout someone.
sometimes i bored to hear your stories i as i do not know your specifically field. indeed.
u always talked bout what happened around u but i am not beside u! how could i understand or feel the situation???
yes, u might want to share what just happened but believe me, sometimes i pretending not to hear uuuu.... im too bad for u. huhuhu..
u are too kind to me.. but im not good for u but i appreciate u dear..
u are always there for me, help me when in need, 24hours messaging me till i asked for privacy moment and so are u.
but, i miss u. hahahaha..
i cant wait to meet him later. i cant wait to bully him. hehhehe..
he never mad at me. and i love that! hehee..
okay2, what else? em.. nothing so much.
that is it. hehe =)
tata
sometimes i bored to hear your stories i as i do not know your specifically field. indeed.
u always talked bout what happened around u but i am not beside u! how could i understand or feel the situation???
yes, u might want to share what just happened but believe me, sometimes i pretending not to hear uuuu.... im too bad for u. huhuhu..
u are too kind to me.. but im not good for u but i appreciate u dear..
u are always there for me, help me when in need, 24hours messaging me till i asked for privacy moment and so are u.
but, i miss u. hahahaha..
i cant wait to meet him later. i cant wait to bully him. hehhehe..
he never mad at me. and i love that! hehee..
okay2, what else? em.. nothing so much.
that is it. hehe =)
tata
Its been a long time for not updating my blog..
A lot of thing had happened in my life. I believe there is the reason of what Im facing right now.
Its all my fault for being arrogant toward myself. I don’t trust my own ability, my own style. For god so love, I commits my sins for treated my friend so bad, hating myself for not much better than others, hating myself, egoism, and selfish.
I cant stand with my environment.. my room mate who freaky scared attitude on me. I knew that she is cleverer than me. I knew she might be stressful for looking at my style studying 24 hours unlike her, get busy on fb-ing, watching movies..
For god so love, please give the light in my pathway.. please hear my prayer.. I know u never leave me alone as what my friend did to me.. I know I deserved for all that. Im not a good friend indeed. I do not know how to be socialize with friends, hanging out for fun..
I believe god teach me to control my emotion, not to hot tempered, be humble to others and be myself in my life. I will do what u command me god.. its worthy.
My god, how much u love me till I can feel it even though we full of sins not deserve to see u in naked eye.. u don’t deserve it god.. for you so kindness to us, I thank u for calming me when I cried, I feel the joy u gave to me.. god, I know u always there for us who really in need in whatever we lack of on earth.
I realized that, what had happened on earth, does not qualified us to enter your kingdom. Me myself, full of sins, cannot smell your kingdom as sins barrier my path to u god.. thank u god.. u never leave me whenever I need u by side.. all truthiness comes from u.. all love comes from u.. u never selfish toward human, u see us.. u lend your hand to catch us not to falls on evil ways..
Now, I can feel my self down to earth, after seeing my room mate much better than me, prettier, fairer and much nearer to u god.. But me, hot tempered person, sensitive, arrogant.. it all my big flaw..
I don’t deserve to have all greatest thing on earth. I don’t deserve to be number one from others.. im zero for nothing..
Experience teach me to not be selfish, be mature and appreciate life given to me.. I should be humble..
Gaining wealth of friends, money, iq, does not important without your support, my god.
Im hoping that my final exam will be fine. I don’t want to repeat any subjects. I really want to grade on time. Fo r god so loved, I miss u even though I cannot see u.. I miss u for supporting me without I realized it.. I miss u for keep accompany me whenever I go. I miss u when I know its Sunday, especially.
I love u Lord..
Bright my way to u god.. lead me to your kingdom..
Humble me, god..
A lot of thing had happened in my life. I believe there is the reason of what Im facing right now.
Its all my fault for being arrogant toward myself. I don’t trust my own ability, my own style. For god so love, I commits my sins for treated my friend so bad, hating myself for not much better than others, hating myself, egoism, and selfish.
I cant stand with my environment.. my room mate who freaky scared attitude on me. I knew that she is cleverer than me. I knew she might be stressful for looking at my style studying 24 hours unlike her, get busy on fb-ing, watching movies..
For god so love, please give the light in my pathway.. please hear my prayer.. I know u never leave me alone as what my friend did to me.. I know I deserved for all that. Im not a good friend indeed. I do not know how to be socialize with friends, hanging out for fun..
I believe god teach me to control my emotion, not to hot tempered, be humble to others and be myself in my life. I will do what u command me god.. its worthy.
My god, how much u love me till I can feel it even though we full of sins not deserve to see u in naked eye.. u don’t deserve it god.. for you so kindness to us, I thank u for calming me when I cried, I feel the joy u gave to me.. god, I know u always there for us who really in need in whatever we lack of on earth.
I realized that, what had happened on earth, does not qualified us to enter your kingdom. Me myself, full of sins, cannot smell your kingdom as sins barrier my path to u god.. thank u god.. u never leave me whenever I need u by side.. all truthiness comes from u.. all love comes from u.. u never selfish toward human, u see us.. u lend your hand to catch us not to falls on evil ways..
Now, I can feel my self down to earth, after seeing my room mate much better than me, prettier, fairer and much nearer to u god.. But me, hot tempered person, sensitive, arrogant.. it all my big flaw..
I don’t deserve to have all greatest thing on earth. I don’t deserve to be number one from others.. im zero for nothing..
Experience teach me to not be selfish, be mature and appreciate life given to me.. I should be humble..
Gaining wealth of friends, money, iq, does not important without your support, my god.
Im hoping that my final exam will be fine. I don’t want to repeat any subjects. I really want to grade on time. Fo r god so loved, I miss u even though I cannot see u.. I miss u for supporting me without I realized it.. I miss u for keep accompany me whenever I go. I miss u when I know its Sunday, especially.
I love u Lord..
Bright my way to u god.. lead me to your kingdom..
Humble me, god..
wow..
my final exam just around the corner.
its seems to be quite long for me not to updating my blog...lol
so, how's life my reader??
i hope everyone is happily live on earth...yahh..hehehe
next semester, im going to rent a room because i dont run along updating cops that we need to qualified to get a hostel.
yes, i dont. huhu
im too busy with those hectic schedule, messy me accompanies by lots of assignment to be done bla bla bla~~~
currently, im rejecting my interest on netball. huhhhu so sad!
netball competition under UiTM sports held in SHAH ALAM. i am really not into it!
i wish but i prefer to take a license before im getting old..lol
im 20th okay?? hehehe
now, im revising my notes, make some appointment with lecturers..........
i really can't wait for final exam. because....... i want to go home, meet my family and having a table test for driving!!!!
argghhhh...hehehee..
here i would like to share that our life blessed by our ALMIGHTY GOD, keep pray to HIM and do read bible.... WORDS OF GOD.
yes, u might not realised that gOD SPEAKS to u through bible...amen.
back to normal, hope everyone live happily and GOD BLESS U ALL!!
till we meet again, tadaa~~
my final exam just around the corner.
its seems to be quite long for me not to updating my blog...lol
so, how's life my reader??
i hope everyone is happily live on earth...yahh..hehehe
next semester, im going to rent a room because i dont run along updating cops that we need to qualified to get a hostel.
yes, i dont. huhu
im too busy with those hectic schedule, messy me accompanies by lots of assignment to be done bla bla bla~~~
currently, im rejecting my interest on netball. huhhhu so sad!
netball competition under UiTM sports held in SHAH ALAM. i am really not into it!
i wish but i prefer to take a license before im getting old..lol
im 20th okay?? hehehe
now, im revising my notes, make some appointment with lecturers..........
i really can't wait for final exam. because....... i want to go home, meet my family and having a table test for driving!!!!
argghhhh...hehehee..
here i would like to share that our life blessed by our ALMIGHTY GOD, keep pray to HIM and do read bible.... WORDS OF GOD.
yes, u might not realised that gOD SPEAKS to u through bible...amen.
back to normal, hope everyone live happily and GOD BLESS U ALL!!
till we meet again, tadaa~~
everyone is count-downing national day for 53years in Malaysia.
here, im alone with my assignments.
my room mate went back so i need to stay alone for today.
quite a bored but i took this chance to settle down everything.
tomorrow i could be overslept. hahahaha
well,
now im listening to gospel songs and spend my time for this blog for awhile.
em..
what else?
oh, i want to tell u guys something.
this weekend i would not be around as im going to Singai Camp with my room mate n new becoming friends for 3 days.
i will attending healing prayer with all christian this weekend n now im really excited!
ehehe..
guys, believe ur God.
God is really amazing. indeed.
whatever u have in this world,
it came from God's willing.
so tonight,
im alone but God always with me. =)
so,
tadaaa.... muaxxx
here, im alone with my assignments.
my room mate went back so i need to stay alone for today.
quite a bored but i took this chance to settle down everything.
tomorrow i could be overslept. hahahaha
well,
now im listening to gospel songs and spend my time for this blog for awhile.
em..
what else?
oh, i want to tell u guys something.
this weekend i would not be around as im going to Singai Camp with my room mate n new becoming friends for 3 days.
i will attending healing prayer with all christian this weekend n now im really excited!
ehehe..
guys, believe ur God.
God is really amazing. indeed.
whatever u have in this world,
it came from God's willing.
so tonight,
im alone but God always with me. =)
so,
tadaaa.... muaxxx
masa semakin suntuk untuk kita
hari semakin tua..
zaman semakin berubah.
manusia sememangnya buta ditelan harta duniawi
hati ku tersentak
melihat mangsa mangsa keadaan manusia yang
tidak bertanggugjawab.
hidup ini ibarat mimpi ngeri
yang harus kita ubah
secepat mungkin..
ya, manusia durjana lebih banyak
daripada manusia yang takut pada hukum akhirat
berlaku zina, membunuh, buang bayi..
sesungguhnya Tuhan itu Maha Adil..
aku percaya akan kata2 lecturer ku
bahawa
akan tiba masa Tuhan akan datangkan bala
kepada kita manusia.
aku sendiri manusia yang penuh dengan dosa
dosa pada arwah, dosa pada ibu, adik beradik, kawan2 dan semua orang
yang aku kenali..
aku takut pada Tuhan
setiap perbuatan yang kita lakukan
akan ada balasan nya..
sesungguhnya Tuhan itu memerhatikan kita
disini
aku kadang kala sepi
merindukan yang telah pergi
dan
ingin bertemu dgn orang2 yg disayangi
duit bukan segalanya bagi ku
kerna ku tahu
upah ku d surga xternilai harga nya..
aku bersyukur kerna aku tidak dilahirkan
sebagai keturunan yang kaya
andai kata aku sedemikian,
aku pasti
aku buta dengan kemewahan
dan
lupa siapa akan pencipta ku.
kawan banyak yang ku kenali
namun
sahabat sukar untuk ditemui
datangnya orang baru
yang lama ditinggalkan
tapi ku yakin
ada sahabat yang tidak akan pernah
tinggalkan ku
Jesus juruselamat kita.
kadang2
aku sebak
sebak memikirkan hidup ku
pelbagai dugaan yang harus ku
tempuhi
aku sendiri tak yakin
samada aku dapat meneruskan
hidup ini atau tidak
aku manusia yang lemah
apabila memikirkan kekuatan orang
yang cerdik dan pandai
aku sering kali dipandang
sebagai seorang insan yang
perengus, bossy,etc...
ya, itu aku.
diri ku sebenar hanya ibu ku dan keluarga ku yang tahu..
keburukan diri ku selalu dilihat
sepertinya hanya aku seorang yang buruk sikapnya..
aku sedar aku begitu
terimalah aku seadanya
dan aku telah pun mencuba untuk berubah
aku tidak sempurna
dan aku kerdil d mata semua orang..
inginku buktikan
aku juga mampu berjaya
berjaya sebagai anak bapa
sebagai pelajar
sebagai kawan..etc
aku ingin membuatkan
ibu ku tersenyum
dengan segolong sijil diploma
dan meneruskan pengajian ke degree
memang sukar untuk menjadi
seorang cendekiawan
tapi aku percaya
Tuhan ada memberi jalan kepada ku
agar setiap yang ku lakukan
semuanya dengan berkat Tuhan
dan berjalan dengan selamat
luahan hati ku ini
ku buku kan di dalam blog ini.
hari semakin tua..
zaman semakin berubah.
manusia sememangnya buta ditelan harta duniawi
hati ku tersentak
melihat mangsa mangsa keadaan manusia yang
tidak bertanggugjawab.
hidup ini ibarat mimpi ngeri
yang harus kita ubah
secepat mungkin..
ya, manusia durjana lebih banyak
daripada manusia yang takut pada hukum akhirat
berlaku zina, membunuh, buang bayi..
sesungguhnya Tuhan itu Maha Adil..
aku percaya akan kata2 lecturer ku
bahawa
akan tiba masa Tuhan akan datangkan bala
kepada kita manusia.
aku sendiri manusia yang penuh dengan dosa
dosa pada arwah, dosa pada ibu, adik beradik, kawan2 dan semua orang
yang aku kenali..
aku takut pada Tuhan
setiap perbuatan yang kita lakukan
akan ada balasan nya..
sesungguhnya Tuhan itu memerhatikan kita
disini
aku kadang kala sepi
merindukan yang telah pergi
dan
ingin bertemu dgn orang2 yg disayangi
duit bukan segalanya bagi ku
kerna ku tahu
upah ku d surga xternilai harga nya..
aku bersyukur kerna aku tidak dilahirkan
sebagai keturunan yang kaya
andai kata aku sedemikian,
aku pasti
aku buta dengan kemewahan
dan
lupa siapa akan pencipta ku.
kawan banyak yang ku kenali
namun
sahabat sukar untuk ditemui
datangnya orang baru
yang lama ditinggalkan
tapi ku yakin
ada sahabat yang tidak akan pernah
tinggalkan ku
Jesus juruselamat kita.
kadang2
aku sebak
sebak memikirkan hidup ku
pelbagai dugaan yang harus ku
tempuhi
aku sendiri tak yakin
samada aku dapat meneruskan
hidup ini atau tidak
aku manusia yang lemah
apabila memikirkan kekuatan orang
yang cerdik dan pandai
aku sering kali dipandang
sebagai seorang insan yang
perengus, bossy,etc...
ya, itu aku.
diri ku sebenar hanya ibu ku dan keluarga ku yang tahu..
keburukan diri ku selalu dilihat
sepertinya hanya aku seorang yang buruk sikapnya..
aku sedar aku begitu
terimalah aku seadanya
dan aku telah pun mencuba untuk berubah
aku tidak sempurna
dan aku kerdil d mata semua orang..
inginku buktikan
aku juga mampu berjaya
berjaya sebagai anak bapa
sebagai pelajar
sebagai kawan..etc
aku ingin membuatkan
ibu ku tersenyum
dengan segolong sijil diploma
dan meneruskan pengajian ke degree
memang sukar untuk menjadi
seorang cendekiawan
tapi aku percaya
Tuhan ada memberi jalan kepada ku
agar setiap yang ku lakukan
semuanya dengan berkat Tuhan
dan berjalan dengan selamat
luahan hati ku ini
ku buku kan di dalam blog ini.
tika ku berbual dengan nnk, air mata ku bercucuran.. ntah kenapa. hati ku sayu pabila mdengar suara nya...
ibu dan abg keluar. aku dapat tau insuran kereta arwah blm lg dtkar nm kpd abg..
hati ku tersentak...
hampir setahun arwah bapa ku meninggalkan kami..
deras air mata ku mengenangkan kenangan2 bsama arwah..
rumate ku tpinga2 melihatku menangis menatap gamabr arwah bersama ibu..
aku rindu akan senyuman nya...
kucupan dahi pada ku wajib arwah lakukan tiap kali hendak berangkat ke laut..
sayu bila berbicarakan hal ini..
sesungguhnya hari ini aku menangis sepuas puasnya.............................
ibu dan abg keluar. aku dapat tau insuran kereta arwah blm lg dtkar nm kpd abg..
hati ku tersentak...
hampir setahun arwah bapa ku meninggalkan kami..
deras air mata ku mengenangkan kenangan2 bsama arwah..
rumate ku tpinga2 melihatku menangis menatap gamabr arwah bersama ibu..
aku rindu akan senyuman nya...
kucupan dahi pada ku wajib arwah lakukan tiap kali hendak berangkat ke laut..
sayu bila berbicarakan hal ini..
sesungguhnya hari ini aku menangis sepuas puasnya.............................
gosh..
tomorrow i have a quiz to revise on. my eyes keeps pursued me to sleep...
yaiaaaaa....
my room mate take a nap but no way for me myself. i guess that roaring of tiger i couldn't hear while im sleeping!
kind of rainy day this morning extremely damn cold! should i JUST sleep or continuing reading this typical notes under the fan?? em..
u know what, our mr. Pinocchio lecturer always telling us his liar stories. friend with son of PM, everyone listened to him, good son,bla bla bla.....
so bored during his session..
em. its been a while im not going back to my aunt' house. just that she need to visit our home in village. next week i have to postpone my appointment on facial treatment. that bored CERAMAH held in my college. argghhh..
so, back to the story.
em..
okay, i will continue read on note and i will take 1hour after that to sleep. my next class will starts at 2pm till 6pm.. quite a hectic schedule i have!
so long, im out now.
tomorrow i have a quiz to revise on. my eyes keeps pursued me to sleep...
yaiaaaaa....
my room mate take a nap but no way for me myself. i guess that roaring of tiger i couldn't hear while im sleeping!
kind of rainy day this morning extremely damn cold! should i JUST sleep or continuing reading this typical notes under the fan?? em..
u know what, our mr. Pinocchio lecturer always telling us his liar stories. friend with son of PM, everyone listened to him, good son,bla bla bla.....
so bored during his session..
em. its been a while im not going back to my aunt' house. just that she need to visit our home in village. next week i have to postpone my appointment on facial treatment. that bored CERAMAH held in my college. argghhh..
so, back to the story.
em..
okay, i will continue read on note and i will take 1hour after that to sleep. my next class will starts at 2pm till 6pm.. quite a hectic schedule i have!
so long, im out now.
its been a few weeks im not updating my blog.
guess what?
i hv noticed that im not on the stage where i should starts to take serious on my study. lately, im still looking for other methods on how to study effectively. but then, my typical friend ruined up my daily routine.
she came to our room and totally conquer us. we were studying but she ask for a movie to watch with. hey,if u are not my friend, im totally kick u off from the room!
she is my friend but i do hv to accept her attitude then.
my mom called my lately and ask for some money to pay off my uncle wages. coincidently,i feel sadness in my heart.. my mum is everything for us. i am a vice of savvy but in this case, i ignored it as im helping my family self to settle off all matter that i can give my effort onto. still, im very concern bout my lil bro. he seems like not in a person that we known for years. he's really make me craze. i really hope that one day he could change and be a better son of the family.
sometimes,
i keep finding myself.
where should i go,
who to trust for,
what answer for the reason,
and
how to make myself much better than now.
keep searching...
guess what?
i hv noticed that im not on the stage where i should starts to take serious on my study. lately, im still looking for other methods on how to study effectively. but then, my typical friend ruined up my daily routine.
she came to our room and totally conquer us. we were studying but she ask for a movie to watch with. hey,if u are not my friend, im totally kick u off from the room!
she is my friend but i do hv to accept her attitude then.
my mom called my lately and ask for some money to pay off my uncle wages. coincidently,i feel sadness in my heart.. my mum is everything for us. i am a vice of savvy but in this case, i ignored it as im helping my family self to settle off all matter that i can give my effort onto. still, im very concern bout my lil bro. he seems like not in a person that we known for years. he's really make me craze. i really hope that one day he could change and be a better son of the family.
sometimes,
i keep finding myself.
where should i go,
who to trust for,
what answer for the reason,
and
how to make myself much better than now.
keep searching...
today,
i have got 1st assignment. :Q
today,
i met my friends. :D
today,
i ate chicken + sausage + rice this afternoon. :O
today,
i don't take a dinner. :I
today,
my muscle is pain. TT
today,
i speak in front of everyone. :O
today,
my hand was full of damn ink! :$
today,
i called my beloved mother. <3
today,
mum said my bro did not answered her call. :J
today,
i miss my family.. <3
today,
i want to finish up my assignment. :P
today,
i want to say Goodnight everyone.:)
today,
i remind everyone, pray 1st before u sleep.. God love u.. :X
i have got 1st assignment. :Q
today,
i met my friends. :D
today,
i ate chicken + sausage + rice this afternoon. :O
today,
i don't take a dinner. :I
today,
my muscle is pain. TT
today,
i speak in front of everyone. :O
today,
my hand was full of damn ink! :$
today,
i called my beloved mother. <3
today,
mum said my bro did not answered her call. :J
today,
i miss my family.. <3
today,
i want to finish up my assignment. :P
today,
i want to say Goodnight everyone.:)
today,
i remind everyone, pray 1st before u sleep.. God love u.. :X
hi there,
here i want to share something. i have a few friends. i hate to be treated like this..
why they did not ask me to joined them hang out together?? not at all.
am i that naive for them?? am i too bad to be with them??
hey! come on laa.. u think that u are sooooo good to be BESTFRIEND?? yes, u are friendly, ALIM but 1 thing, DON'T JUDGE PEOPLE IF U DO NOT KNOW WHO I AM OKAY???
yes, i envy u have a group of BESTFRIEND but dont underestimate others as if only U have a BESTIES??!!
SHUT UP LAAA UU..
i have been patient enough for u. if not because of my interest on netball, don't ask me why i stay away from u.
u know me quite long time ago but still, u don't know me as ur friend.
once u have met ur BESTIES, u IGNORE everyone especially me. HEY STUPID, i dont hate u but u make me FED UP!
maybe i am not a good friend because i am HOT TEMPERED, STUDY3 AND LESS SOCIALIZE!
WHY MY OTHER FRIENDS CAN ACCEPT WHO I AM BUT NOT U?? BECAUSE U ALREADY HAVE UR BESTIES! AM I RIGHT???
ARGHHHHH!!!!!
I DONT TRUST U LAAA...
UR STUPIDITY INCREASED 110%!!!
OKAY, IM ENOUGH...
IM NORMAL now..
sorry God.. i just want to express my feeling....
not my intention to scold her unporposely..
here i want to share something. i have a few friends. i hate to be treated like this..
why they did not ask me to joined them hang out together?? not at all.
am i that naive for them?? am i too bad to be with them??
hey! come on laa.. u think that u are sooooo good to be BESTFRIEND?? yes, u are friendly, ALIM but 1 thing, DON'T JUDGE PEOPLE IF U DO NOT KNOW WHO I AM OKAY???
yes, i envy u have a group of BESTFRIEND but dont underestimate others as if only U have a BESTIES??!!
SHUT UP LAAA UU..
i have been patient enough for u. if not because of my interest on netball, don't ask me why i stay away from u.
u know me quite long time ago but still, u don't know me as ur friend.
once u have met ur BESTIES, u IGNORE everyone especially me. HEY STUPID, i dont hate u but u make me FED UP!
maybe i am not a good friend because i am HOT TEMPERED, STUDY3 AND LESS SOCIALIZE!
WHY MY OTHER FRIENDS CAN ACCEPT WHO I AM BUT NOT U?? BECAUSE U ALREADY HAVE UR BESTIES! AM I RIGHT???
ARGHHHHH!!!!!
I DONT TRUST U LAAA...
UR STUPIDITY INCREASED 110%!!!
OKAY, IM ENOUGH...
IM NORMAL now..
sorry God.. i just want to express my feeling....
not my intention to scold her unporposely..
hi there,
its been a long time for not updating my blog. today is the final week before i start a new semester.
i believe that this new coming semester would be that tough for me..*sighing..
why im saying this,
im totally weak on law's subject. besides, most of my subjects are READING SUBJECTS....
TT.. but, i know i can do it right?
em.. im thinking, should i buy a new iron?? or im just borrowing from my room mate??
em.. should or shouldn't??
by the way,
lets think about it later...hahahaha
its been a long time for not updating my blog. today is the final week before i start a new semester.
i believe that this new coming semester would be that tough for me..*sighing..
why im saying this,
im totally weak on law's subject. besides, most of my subjects are READING SUBJECTS....
TT.. but, i know i can do it right?
em.. im thinking, should i buy a new iron?? or im just borrowing from my room mate??
em.. should or shouldn't??
by the way,
lets think about it later...hahahaha
i want to share to all that i made it..!!
i got excellence result for this semester.. no longer 2 but 3! hehehe
im really appreciate for everything that i had done. supports from my family and friends, thx all! mmuax..
next year is my final semester and if i make it, it will be my graduation year.. =)
i get excited i have got A in English! 4.oo flat! SCOREEEEE!!!!!!
thx God...amen.
guys, the key of my success is pray. u have nothing unless u pray to HIM.
i got excellence result for this semester.. no longer 2 but 3! hehehe
im really appreciate for everything that i had done. supports from my family and friends, thx all! mmuax..
next year is my final semester and if i make it, it will be my graduation year.. =)
i get excited i have got A in English! 4.oo flat! SCOREEEEE!!!!!!
thx God...amen.
guys, the key of my success is pray. u have nothing unless u pray to HIM.
seeing other people studies in overseas, im so jealous. why i am still here? i should appreciate of what God had given me, studies in the local university here. yes, i am grateful. i dream to be one of the Malaysia's students who studied in overseas and meet other people cultures,music and share experience with each other. in sudden, i felt down after seeing my all friends Facebook. they now are really great and they are mixed around with Australians, etc.
i am very proud of them. the siblings are really gorgeous in intelligent of everything,perhaps. me myself, even wants to get the 3 pointer is difficult, how i want to compete with the western?? i really have to brush myself. makes myself better than before and be the best for myself and make my mum proud of me.
this holiday, i am trying to improve my own skills in languages, because languages is imperative for me to be successful on becoming women one day.
i am very proud of them. the siblings are really gorgeous in intelligent of everything,perhaps. me myself, even wants to get the 3 pointer is difficult, how i want to compete with the western?? i really have to brush myself. makes myself better than before and be the best for myself and make my mum proud of me.
this holiday, i am trying to improve my own skills in languages, because languages is imperative for me to be successful on becoming women one day.
well... im sorry guy because lately i wrote in my blog in Malay language..=p
do accept my apology.
semester break is begin. after having such difficult papers, my head was burdened and now, i can smell the freedom..=))
im just waiting for my result on june.
during this holiday, im thought of looking for part time job as recommended by my lecturer but unfortunately, i dont think i cant make it..
my family have plan to go to village, holiday in Kuching.. arhhh... i thought i can stay at my own home and rest. huhuuhu..=(( but, its ok. at least im with my family.
do accept my apology.
semester break is begin. after having such difficult papers, my head was burdened and now, i can smell the freedom..=))
im just waiting for my result on june.
during this holiday, im thought of looking for part time job as recommended by my lecturer but unfortunately, i dont think i cant make it..
my family have plan to go to village, holiday in Kuching.. arhhh... i thought i can stay at my own home and rest. huhuuhu..=(( but, its ok. at least im with my family.
lama aku tak update blog aku ni.. kwn2 aku dah buat blog dah skrg..kmi suma kongsi blog as friends' blog..kisah ttg kmi suma suka duka bersama.. quite interesting laa..
yang ajar meka ni aku.. hehe..
aku xbagi dorang add blog aku ni sebab yg ni privasi kit.. hanya orang yg xkenal aku je leh baca blog aku..
kawan2 kat kuliah plak, krg ni kmi suma dah kira rapat xkira ppn n laki.. maybe sebab kmi ni sama kelas since part 2 lagi kot..smp laa skrg..
hehehee..
ada kwan aku srg ni, dia nak diet..so kmi sekwan wat la agreement ng dia mcm the biggest loser tp xla kejam sangat..hehee..
skrg ni aku gembira ngn kwn2 aku..dorang phm aku dah.. wlpn aku ni len skit dr dorang.
nanti kmi nak g recycle day.. byk dah tin2 n botol kmi kumpul gara2 nak dapatkan cop persatuan..hehe.. cop punya pasal..
ni kwn aku srg ni, blog kmi sekawan tuh, dia g post sal grk dia..alahai.... nak tahhu?
gamba dia n grk dia xpakai baju..... dia guna photoscape kot pake cover xclear sangat..
ntah pe nak jd ngn kwn aku srg tu.. hbs segala nama ex dia cta kat blog kmi.. spoil laaa beb...huhu.
nak tegur tp xbani pasal bdn dia ni besar sgt n kuat marah punya org.. tp xpe laa.. len masa kalau bani kmi org tegur kot..
setakat ni saje laaa sal kwn2 aku k... aku nak stdy ni...
bye suma..
~mulawin~
yang ajar meka ni aku.. hehe..
aku xbagi dorang add blog aku ni sebab yg ni privasi kit.. hanya orang yg xkenal aku je leh baca blog aku..
kawan2 kat kuliah plak, krg ni kmi suma dah kira rapat xkira ppn n laki.. maybe sebab kmi ni sama kelas since part 2 lagi kot..smp laa skrg..
hehehee..
ada kwan aku srg ni, dia nak diet..so kmi sekwan wat la agreement ng dia mcm the biggest loser tp xla kejam sangat..hehee..
skrg ni aku gembira ngn kwn2 aku..dorang phm aku dah.. wlpn aku ni len skit dr dorang.
nanti kmi nak g recycle day.. byk dah tin2 n botol kmi kumpul gara2 nak dapatkan cop persatuan..hehe.. cop punya pasal..
ni kwn aku srg ni, blog kmi sekawan tuh, dia g post sal grk dia..alahai.... nak tahhu?
gamba dia n grk dia xpakai baju..... dia guna photoscape kot pake cover xclear sangat..
ntah pe nak jd ngn kwn aku srg tu.. hbs segala nama ex dia cta kat blog kmi.. spoil laaa beb...huhu.
nak tegur tp xbani pasal bdn dia ni besar sgt n kuat marah punya org.. tp xpe laa.. len masa kalau bani kmi org tegur kot..
setakat ni saje laaa sal kwn2 aku k... aku nak stdy ni...
bye suma..
~mulawin~
hi there,
tomorrow will be a day where Datuk Fadzilah Hj Kamsah go to our campus for distributing his special motivation for us.
im pretty glad to hear that because i can see myself personality from television (hahaha) and no class for tomorrow.. awesome!
for me,
it is ad advantages for me as i can make revision for tests and final exam. my target is in progress..
i have put an effort to study smart n hard from usual.. i must improve my pointer. i will!
~mulawin~
tomorrow will be a day where Datuk Fadzilah Hj Kamsah go to our campus for distributing his special motivation for us.
im pretty glad to hear that because i can see myself personality from television (hahaha) and no class for tomorrow.. awesome!
for me,
it is ad advantages for me as i can make revision for tests and final exam. my target is in progress..
i have put an effort to study smart n hard from usual.. i must improve my pointer. i will!
~mulawin~
aku dan dia dh berbaik dah..
hari tu kmi sm2 menangis luah perasaan...
hehe..
skrg aku gembira sgt2..
aku skrg nak fokus ngn stdy..
aku ada sebulan g blaja before final exam..
i really have to improve my pointer..
she beat me on pointer n i think i am going to take note on this..
im not only beat her but also i have take serious on my stdy in order to success in my life..
god is here always with me...
my family also, friends and love one.
hari tu kmi sm2 menangis luah perasaan...
hehe..
skrg aku gembira sgt2..
aku skrg nak fokus ngn stdy..
aku ada sebulan g blaja before final exam..
i really have to improve my pointer..
she beat me on pointer n i think i am going to take note on this..
im not only beat her but also i have take serious on my stdy in order to success in my life..
god is here always with me...
my family also, friends and love one.
hi..long time no see..
minggu ni aku sibuk sgt dgn asgmt dan test.. dalam kesibukan tu, aku sebenarnya sunyi.
kwn ku srg tu salu g blk kwn yg srg.. blk aku main lalu je..
aku tahu laa blk aku boring pasal aku ni stdy je jrg lepak..
tp,
ermm...xpalah..aku dah biasa sangat. xnklah pkr sgt.. aku nak fokus untuk berjaya je dalam hidup.
lgpun, si dia selalu temani ku walaupun msj2 je. nsb ada dia yg sentiasa temaniku.
dia la tmptku luah rasa xpuas ht, amarah, sedih, bla3..baik sangat dia ngn aku..
sedangkan, kwn2 kat sekeliling tahu kelemahan aku je, tp sebaliknya dorang xkenal aku sangat wlpun mereka salu ckp kat aku mereka knl sgt sikap aku ni..
kalau tahu, tahu x aku ni sunyi? aku jeles korang salu bersama tp aku srg2 je dlm bilik kalau rum8 aku xde..
kawan2..hai..
xpalah, TUHAN ada disisi aku senantiasa..
1st time aku fail kuiz far..31.5 per 90 je. haiya..byk mistake lo.. subjek len, ok stkt ni.. sabtu ni aku ada 2papers test. kn perah btol2 ni.. aku xnk kalah ngn kwn2 ku.
aku ni bknnya jenis g blk kwn sgt kalau bkn tanya sal stdy.. itu lah aku, xber sosial sgt...
bkn pe, aku nak success,xnk pointer rendah lg. tambahan aku ni slow pick up..dorang fast track punye mn nk sama kan?
jd, kt dgn usaha kt, dorang dgn cara dorang..
ni lg 1 hal..aku nak mengadu pasal rum8 aku.
rum8 aku tu pengotor kit..huhuhu.. dh mkn, pinggan tgg sok br nak cuci.. bilik kmi, aku je yg sapu.. aku tanya dia nape xsaou blk, dia ckp dia xpandai menyapu..
alahai...
mula2 aku heran, skrg aku xheran lg dah pasal hr 2 aku tgk dia cuci sudu pun xpandai..adeh... tergamam aku dibuatnya..
dia ckp..
kalau ka rumah, dia mkn cpt2 astu bla gara2 xnk cuci kemas bla3 kat dapur tu tlg mak.. lebih suka tlg bp dia cuci keta, repair bla3...
xnk aku dpt bini mcm dia kalau lah aku lelaki.
lagi 1, dia ni kekanakan kit.. dia ceria tp, aku lejuk dh dgr dia cta sal "bf2" dia yg merupakan ppn jga..haii,..
kalau srg xpe gak, ni...5 orang!
tpon dhla bunyi menyakitkan telinga...tahu2 lah kalau nokia punya tpon, mmg xkan stop slagi kt xopen msg or call... haishhhh...
lgu cina plak tuuu...pekak aku woiiiiii!!!!!!
dia ni boleh buat aku manas... aku sbr je... kat cni je aku luah.. kat dpn, wat bodo.
dia ok, tp itula, pmalas.
itu je aku pat ceta kan serba skit....
aku nak blja lu, aku nak jd budak U BERILMU DAN BERGUNA...!!!!!
chaiyok2!!!!!
minggu ni aku sibuk sgt dgn asgmt dan test.. dalam kesibukan tu, aku sebenarnya sunyi.
kwn ku srg tu salu g blk kwn yg srg.. blk aku main lalu je..
aku tahu laa blk aku boring pasal aku ni stdy je jrg lepak..
tp,
ermm...xpalah..aku dah biasa sangat. xnklah pkr sgt.. aku nak fokus untuk berjaya je dalam hidup.
lgpun, si dia selalu temani ku walaupun msj2 je. nsb ada dia yg sentiasa temaniku.
dia la tmptku luah rasa xpuas ht, amarah, sedih, bla3..baik sangat dia ngn aku..
sedangkan, kwn2 kat sekeliling tahu kelemahan aku je, tp sebaliknya dorang xkenal aku sangat wlpun mereka salu ckp kat aku mereka knl sgt sikap aku ni..
kalau tahu, tahu x aku ni sunyi? aku jeles korang salu bersama tp aku srg2 je dlm bilik kalau rum8 aku xde..
kawan2..hai..
xpalah, TUHAN ada disisi aku senantiasa..
1st time aku fail kuiz far..31.5 per 90 je. haiya..byk mistake lo.. subjek len, ok stkt ni.. sabtu ni aku ada 2papers test. kn perah btol2 ni.. aku xnk kalah ngn kwn2 ku.
aku ni bknnya jenis g blk kwn sgt kalau bkn tanya sal stdy.. itu lah aku, xber sosial sgt...
bkn pe, aku nak success,xnk pointer rendah lg. tambahan aku ni slow pick up..dorang fast track punye mn nk sama kan?
jd, kt dgn usaha kt, dorang dgn cara dorang..
ni lg 1 hal..aku nak mengadu pasal rum8 aku.
rum8 aku tu pengotor kit..huhuhu.. dh mkn, pinggan tgg sok br nak cuci.. bilik kmi, aku je yg sapu.. aku tanya dia nape xsaou blk, dia ckp dia xpandai menyapu..
alahai...
mula2 aku heran, skrg aku xheran lg dah pasal hr 2 aku tgk dia cuci sudu pun xpandai..adeh... tergamam aku dibuatnya..
dia ckp..
kalau ka rumah, dia mkn cpt2 astu bla gara2 xnk cuci kemas bla3 kat dapur tu tlg mak.. lebih suka tlg bp dia cuci keta, repair bla3...
xnk aku dpt bini mcm dia kalau lah aku lelaki.
lagi 1, dia ni kekanakan kit.. dia ceria tp, aku lejuk dh dgr dia cta sal "bf2" dia yg merupakan ppn jga..haii,..
kalau srg xpe gak, ni...5 orang!
tpon dhla bunyi menyakitkan telinga...tahu2 lah kalau nokia punya tpon, mmg xkan stop slagi kt xopen msg or call... haishhhh...
lgu cina plak tuuu...pekak aku woiiiiii!!!!!!
dia ni boleh buat aku manas... aku sbr je... kat cni je aku luah.. kat dpn, wat bodo.
dia ok, tp itula, pmalas.
itu je aku pat ceta kan serba skit....
aku nak blja lu, aku nak jd budak U BERILMU DAN BERGUNA...!!!!!
chaiyok2!!!!!
dah seminggu cuti berlalu,
petang nanti aku balik kampus dah.. sepanjang cuti ni, aku dapat balance kan masa aku belajar, kuar n online.. aku rasa tak berbaloi cuti ni.. thank God bagi aku kesempatan cuti ini untuk luangkan masa pada diri sendiri sebelum sibuk dengan assignment n bla3..
tapi yang xbez nya cuti ni, aku pokai.. kali pertama dalam dompet aku kosong. tapi kira ok la sebab aku ambik rm100 je bajet aku bl stok kat kolej nanti. pasni aku xkuar duit memandangkan aku dh beli keperluanku.
tentang pelajaranku,
setakat ni aku masih boleh go on.. syukur pada Tuhan kuiz2 aku semua lulus.. after this im having my tests n i will do my best for what i had done during this time..God bless. aku tak laa stress minggu ni,sebab beban aku dah berkurang assignment xda g..hehe.. but for sure after this holiday, im going to blow up my mind again n again..hahaha
tentang kawan2,
sekarang ni aku otw adapt dorang punya sikap sebab every single friend ada kelemahan dan kekuatan masing2.. so, i starts to ignore whatever it is as long as im enjoying my study n life. kawan memang penting tapi aku belum jumpa lagi yang serasi dgnku..hehe.. mcm kwn2 ku, dorang ada 1geng, skrg dah berpecah belah.. sayang tol haya kerna abang angkat..erm...sian aku tengok kwn aku tu.. dorang punya laa rapt gler leh jadi mcm tuu.. nasib baik aku belum ada kwn cengitu g.. aku lebih baik belajar, tdo, makan, g kuliah n lepak jap ngn kwn2 yang aku percaya je. kan senang hidup..
aku hepi, study aku ok, keluarge aku sihat2, kwn2 aku baik, so xda laa problem aku ni..tapi perlu prepare juga takut ada pa2.. yang jadi masalah ni, duit. aku perlu hindarkan diri dari mesin atm. ahaha.. sebab tu laa aku jarang nak kua ngn kawan kalau mereka ajak kuar.. dorang ada orang ada parents bg duit.. aku, mana sama ngn mereka.. aku tak nak menyusahkan mak aku..kami beradik guna duit masing2 selagi ada.. sian mak aku..
oklah, nanti aku update lagi blog aku ni k..
selamat menjalani hidup..hihi
mulawin.
petang nanti aku balik kampus dah.. sepanjang cuti ni, aku dapat balance kan masa aku belajar, kuar n online.. aku rasa tak berbaloi cuti ni.. thank God bagi aku kesempatan cuti ini untuk luangkan masa pada diri sendiri sebelum sibuk dengan assignment n bla3..
tapi yang xbez nya cuti ni, aku pokai.. kali pertama dalam dompet aku kosong. tapi kira ok la sebab aku ambik rm100 je bajet aku bl stok kat kolej nanti. pasni aku xkuar duit memandangkan aku dh beli keperluanku.
tentang pelajaranku,
setakat ni aku masih boleh go on.. syukur pada Tuhan kuiz2 aku semua lulus.. after this im having my tests n i will do my best for what i had done during this time..God bless. aku tak laa stress minggu ni,sebab beban aku dah berkurang assignment xda g..hehe.. but for sure after this holiday, im going to blow up my mind again n again..hahaha
tentang kawan2,
sekarang ni aku otw adapt dorang punya sikap sebab every single friend ada kelemahan dan kekuatan masing2.. so, i starts to ignore whatever it is as long as im enjoying my study n life. kawan memang penting tapi aku belum jumpa lagi yang serasi dgnku..hehe.. mcm kwn2 ku, dorang ada 1geng, skrg dah berpecah belah.. sayang tol haya kerna abang angkat..erm...sian aku tengok kwn aku tu.. dorang punya laa rapt gler leh jadi mcm tuu.. nasib baik aku belum ada kwn cengitu g.. aku lebih baik belajar, tdo, makan, g kuliah n lepak jap ngn kwn2 yang aku percaya je. kan senang hidup..
aku hepi, study aku ok, keluarge aku sihat2, kwn2 aku baik, so xda laa problem aku ni..tapi perlu prepare juga takut ada pa2.. yang jadi masalah ni, duit. aku perlu hindarkan diri dari mesin atm. ahaha.. sebab tu laa aku jarang nak kua ngn kawan kalau mereka ajak kuar.. dorang ada orang ada parents bg duit.. aku, mana sama ngn mereka.. aku tak nak menyusahkan mak aku..kami beradik guna duit masing2 selagi ada.. sian mak aku..
oklah, nanti aku update lagi blog aku ni k..
selamat menjalani hidup..hihi
mulawin.
ni kisah aku 2 3 hari ini..
aku xsuka sebenarnya kalau orang pinjam barang aku tapi aku perlu bagi juga orang pinjam..
sebab aku baca dalam kitab, kita harus memberi kalau orang meminta.. aku berpegang pada ayat itu..huhu..
aku xnak berdosa..kalau boleh..
selipar aku, baju aku, make up aku..huhu.. kwn aku pinjamkan..
aku memang xsuka sbnrnya, tapi atas dasar kitab, aku redha jak..
aku xsuka tengok orang lain guna barang2 aku..
aku malu bila kawan yang lain tanya, "dia guna brang2 kau kan?"..
aku nak jawab pe?
hukhuk..
kwn aku tu baik, dia byk ajar ku pasal agama yg aku xtahu..
sebab itu lah aku redha..
skrg ni, aku lapar sgt3. ni terpaksa tunggu kwn aku yang sorang br lepas cuci kain, mandi g...aduh...!!!
aku xsuka menunggu..!!! aku lapar..huhu..
kalau tahu nk mkn sm, mandi la awal............ni x.....................
terpaksa ku thn air muka dr nampak marah...
tahu kwn2 lm tgg, cptlaa siap...tok lembab..
turun kelas pagi pon sama..
lambat tol...huhuhuhuhu..
kwn ku srg, malah msj ku dah ke blm, dh ke blm...
aku tak nak kwn aku tggu aku sebab aku sendiri jenis xsuka menunggu..
terpaksa aku redha..
dah jalan hidupku begini..
mengajarku agar sentiasa bersabar dalam apa jua keadaan...
aku redha Tuhan...
berikanlah aku kekuatan supaya muka aku ni xnampak marah depan kwn2 ku..
huhuu...
ku rasa ni lah sebab aku xda kwn yg memahami aku..
dorang senang dpt kwn rapat..
aku, xda pon..
Tuhan ja tahu...Tuhan ja temani aku..
xpala...aku redha....
aku xsuka sebenarnya kalau orang pinjam barang aku tapi aku perlu bagi juga orang pinjam..
sebab aku baca dalam kitab, kita harus memberi kalau orang meminta.. aku berpegang pada ayat itu..huhu..
aku xnak berdosa..kalau boleh..
selipar aku, baju aku, make up aku..huhu.. kwn aku pinjamkan..
aku memang xsuka sbnrnya, tapi atas dasar kitab, aku redha jak..
aku xsuka tengok orang lain guna barang2 aku..
aku malu bila kawan yang lain tanya, "dia guna brang2 kau kan?"..
aku nak jawab pe?
hukhuk..
kwn aku tu baik, dia byk ajar ku pasal agama yg aku xtahu..
sebab itu lah aku redha..
skrg ni, aku lapar sgt3. ni terpaksa tunggu kwn aku yang sorang br lepas cuci kain, mandi g...aduh...!!!
aku xsuka menunggu..!!! aku lapar..huhu..
kalau tahu nk mkn sm, mandi la awal............ni x.....................
terpaksa ku thn air muka dr nampak marah...
tahu kwn2 lm tgg, cptlaa siap...tok lembab..
turun kelas pagi pon sama..
lambat tol...huhuhuhuhu..
kwn ku srg, malah msj ku dah ke blm, dh ke blm...
aku tak nak kwn aku tggu aku sebab aku sendiri jenis xsuka menunggu..
terpaksa aku redha..
dah jalan hidupku begini..
mengajarku agar sentiasa bersabar dalam apa jua keadaan...
aku redha Tuhan...
berikanlah aku kekuatan supaya muka aku ni xnampak marah depan kwn2 ku..
huhuu...
ku rasa ni lah sebab aku xda kwn yg memahami aku..
dorang senang dpt kwn rapat..
aku, xda pon..
Tuhan ja tahu...Tuhan ja temani aku..
xpala...aku redha....
sambung balik..
aku baru balik dari AGM MEDIA tadi. geram tol punya laa lama. dahla buat slides report media macam budak2..pls laaa.. be profesional. tok x.. pelantikan ahli baru pun xteratur. membebel perkara yang xpenting watpa? setakat nak introduce urself so people know and updated bout u, u better make a speech outside MEDIA!!! baru kena lantik dah membebel lebih pasal diri sendiri... no one cares ok??? tok apatah gik, presiden sem tok perempuan. banyak songeh doe! mun presiden laki xpa, make it simply as possible. nak plh keja or event pun xprof!! bengang aku tauk??
dahla rum8 aku xbayar2 lagi bil elektrik kmi.. tahu x hrtok laz anta???!! dahla aku panas baran xsuka plh keja slow2. mun ku tauk, xda ku bg nya bayar bil. bagus aku kdrik jak abis cta! makin bengang aku tauk??
aku xtahu kenak akau rtok cepat panas.. shit doe.. aku macam nak marah suma orang.. aku xbole plh dakya... aku dapat asa aku sunyi dats y aku kdak tok!!!!
aku sunyi tauk!!!!
orang lain suma ada kawan yang meka bley mbak..aku??? sibuk belajar.. mn xnya kwn2 aku lari xnk kaco aku.. korang tauk x aku belajr, aku ada masa free wak...bukan all the time aku belajar....!!! mun mena korang aku gya, aku belajar 24jam gik asa..!!!
jiwa aku memberontak kau tauk kaa?? aku ada kawan tapi kawan aku masing2 ada kwn RAPAT tek nak.. mun KWN RAPAT DAK XDA, BOK AGAK AKU.. MUN ADA...... HAMPEH LAAA MOK LEPAK NGN KU!!! aku xsuka laa org plh dakya.. benci tauk??
dalh keja aku belum siap..aku bley stress mun cmtok!!
aku mcm nak cepat2 hbs stdy..lm2 pn kalo xda kwn yg phm aku, xkn ke mn..
buku kwn aku forever.. kwn manusia suma hipokrit.... yes, aku xda KAWAN RAPAT.. PUAS HATI KAU??
MYB KORANG XPAT GO ON NGNKU SBB AKU LEBIH BYK STDY DARI SOSIAL.. YA AKU BUDAK NERD!!! MCM APA YG KORANG CKP... AKU DTG CTOK BKN CRIK KWN TAPI CRIK ILMU!!!
AKU BENCI NGN KU KDRIK SBB BELAJR3...NAK SOSIAL PN SSH SEBAB AKU XNK BAZIR DUIT.. CKPLAA DUIT AKU MELAYANG PLH RMBT,,.
AKU MESTI TEKANKN APA YG HARUS PATUT WAJIB AKU BUAT UNTUK TAHUN NI..
PESANAN UTK AKU SDR:
KAU BOH LALEK NGN APA OWG PDH.. KAU YG AKAN PANDE BUKAN CDAK... TUHAN DAH KURNIAKAN KAU RAJIN BELAJAR DAN KAU HARUS MANFAATKAN APA YANG TELAH TUHAN BAGI.. JANGAN SESEKALI RASA DIRI XGUNA KERNA BANYAK GIK ORG XGUNA DLAM DUNIA TOK..
TUHAN JAK TAUK PERASAAN KAU.. KAU PERLU INGAT YA.. BAWA BANYAK BERSABAR MENGHADAPI APA YANG DIA TELAH SEDIAKAN UNTUK KAU.. IKUT CARA KAU SENDIRI JANGAN IKUT ORANG LAIN. KAU YA MUN BOLEH TAHAN LAA PANAS BARAN KAU YA.. JANGAN TUNJUK NGN ORG LAIN.. POST JAK DALAM TOK SUPAYA REDAKAN KEMARAHAN KAU MCM SKRG.. XDA SAPA TAUK SAPA KAU.. AKU TAHU KAU WAT GNI SEBAB KAU XDA KWN UNTUK DENGAR MASALAH KAU.. KAU XBANI NAK SHARE MASALAH KAU SEBAB KAU TAK TRUST KWN KAU.. KAU TAHU YANG KWN KAU BANYAK YANG XBOLEH SIMPAN RAHSIA.. BAGUSLAA KAU TYPE CTOK.. SAPA2 BACA TOK, DAKNYA LA PENDENGAR KAU WLPN KAU TAK KENAL..
INGAT SEMUA JANJI2 KAU... JANGAN LALAI NGN PERSEKITARAN.. BYKKAN BERDOA... TUHAN MAHA ADIL.. KALAU KAU BENCI ORANG, TUHAN TAK SUKA TAUK.. JANGAN JUDGE ORANG SEBAB KAU AKAN D JUDGE... INGAT YA!!
aku baru balik dari AGM MEDIA tadi. geram tol punya laa lama. dahla buat slides report media macam budak2..pls laaa.. be profesional. tok x.. pelantikan ahli baru pun xteratur. membebel perkara yang xpenting watpa? setakat nak introduce urself so people know and updated bout u, u better make a speech outside MEDIA!!! baru kena lantik dah membebel lebih pasal diri sendiri... no one cares ok??? tok apatah gik, presiden sem tok perempuan. banyak songeh doe! mun presiden laki xpa, make it simply as possible. nak plh keja or event pun xprof!! bengang aku tauk??
dahla rum8 aku xbayar2 lagi bil elektrik kmi.. tahu x hrtok laz anta???!! dahla aku panas baran xsuka plh keja slow2. mun ku tauk, xda ku bg nya bayar bil. bagus aku kdrik jak abis cta! makin bengang aku tauk??
aku xtahu kenak akau rtok cepat panas.. shit doe.. aku macam nak marah suma orang.. aku xbole plh dakya... aku dapat asa aku sunyi dats y aku kdak tok!!!!
aku sunyi tauk!!!!
orang lain suma ada kawan yang meka bley mbak..aku??? sibuk belajar.. mn xnya kwn2 aku lari xnk kaco aku.. korang tauk x aku belajr, aku ada masa free wak...bukan all the time aku belajar....!!! mun mena korang aku gya, aku belajar 24jam gik asa..!!!
jiwa aku memberontak kau tauk kaa?? aku ada kawan tapi kawan aku masing2 ada kwn RAPAT tek nak.. mun KWN RAPAT DAK XDA, BOK AGAK AKU.. MUN ADA...... HAMPEH LAAA MOK LEPAK NGN KU!!! aku xsuka laa org plh dakya.. benci tauk??
dalh keja aku belum siap..aku bley stress mun cmtok!!
aku mcm nak cepat2 hbs stdy..lm2 pn kalo xda kwn yg phm aku, xkn ke mn..
buku kwn aku forever.. kwn manusia suma hipokrit.... yes, aku xda KAWAN RAPAT.. PUAS HATI KAU??
MYB KORANG XPAT GO ON NGNKU SBB AKU LEBIH BYK STDY DARI SOSIAL.. YA AKU BUDAK NERD!!! MCM APA YG KORANG CKP... AKU DTG CTOK BKN CRIK KWN TAPI CRIK ILMU!!!
AKU BENCI NGN KU KDRIK SBB BELAJR3...NAK SOSIAL PN SSH SEBAB AKU XNK BAZIR DUIT.. CKPLAA DUIT AKU MELAYANG PLH RMBT,,.
AKU MESTI TEKANKN APA YG HARUS PATUT WAJIB AKU BUAT UNTUK TAHUN NI..
PESANAN UTK AKU SDR:
KAU BOH LALEK NGN APA OWG PDH.. KAU YG AKAN PANDE BUKAN CDAK... TUHAN DAH KURNIAKAN KAU RAJIN BELAJAR DAN KAU HARUS MANFAATKAN APA YANG TELAH TUHAN BAGI.. JANGAN SESEKALI RASA DIRI XGUNA KERNA BANYAK GIK ORG XGUNA DLAM DUNIA TOK..
TUHAN JAK TAUK PERASAAN KAU.. KAU PERLU INGAT YA.. BAWA BANYAK BERSABAR MENGHADAPI APA YANG DIA TELAH SEDIAKAN UNTUK KAU.. IKUT CARA KAU SENDIRI JANGAN IKUT ORANG LAIN. KAU YA MUN BOLEH TAHAN LAA PANAS BARAN KAU YA.. JANGAN TUNJUK NGN ORG LAIN.. POST JAK DALAM TOK SUPAYA REDAKAN KEMARAHAN KAU MCM SKRG.. XDA SAPA TAUK SAPA KAU.. AKU TAHU KAU WAT GNI SEBAB KAU XDA KWN UNTUK DENGAR MASALAH KAU.. KAU XBANI NAK SHARE MASALAH KAU SEBAB KAU TAK TRUST KWN KAU.. KAU TAHU YANG KWN KAU BANYAK YANG XBOLEH SIMPAN RAHSIA.. BAGUSLAA KAU TYPE CTOK.. SAPA2 BACA TOK, DAKNYA LA PENDENGAR KAU WLPN KAU TAK KENAL..
INGAT SEMUA JANJI2 KAU... JANGAN LALAI NGN PERSEKITARAN.. BYKKAN BERDOA... TUHAN MAHA ADIL.. KALAU KAU BENCI ORANG, TUHAN TAK SUKA TAUK.. JANGAN JUDGE ORANG SEBAB KAU AKAN D JUDGE... INGAT YA!!
nama2 mereka yang..
Dianne - aku tahu aku bukan perempuan seperti kau. aku tahu aku xda kawan karib berbanding kau ada dak cyn, mey yang kau kenal bertahun lamanya. aku tahu aku xpham maksud friendship mcam kau. kadang2 aku tersinggung ngn kau bila kau padah ku xtahu mcmne asa bila ada kawan karib. aku sedar aku siapa yen.. aku tahu kau rapat ngn ku pun sebab kta berjiran. aku sure kalau cdak cyn n mey ada ctok, kau xperlukan aku. aku dapat rasa bila kau bawa aku jmp mey.. aku rasa tersisih mun kau mok tahu.. tapi aku xboleh slhkn kau sebab aku mmg xtahu pa kawan karib ya.. skrg kau rapat ngn yah. kau salu pegi blit yah sebab kau tahu aku jenis yang belajar. tapi aku juga perlukan kawan wlpn bukan karib. kau seorang kawan yang baik dan banyak share agama ngn aku.. tapi aku tahu aku bukan kawan yang kau cari mcm cdak mey.. myb kau boring ngn ku kan? ku dpt rasa ya..mun x, y kau lebih suka g blit yah dr blit ku? malah kau lalu jak.. tapi xpala.. ku dah biasa keseorangan. x kdk kau, ada gerek.. kwn2 byk.. cukup syarat dalam hidup. kau jadikan aku sebgai model kau untuk asah kau belajr kuat tapi aku xlayak tahu x? sebab kau lbh pandai dari aku cuma kau xguna apa yang Tuhan bg ngn kau.. aku envy kau jenis cepat pick up..aku tahu Tuhan maha adil.. aku xkisah.. aku buktikan tanpa kawan karib aku boleh success wlpn aku sepi.
mira - kau seorang kawan yang baik bagi ku. kau n gg.. orang yang paling rapat ngnku. if salah seorang dari ko 2, aku rasa xselesa. kau pandai, aku envy ya.. aku nak fight ngn kau.. aku mahu kalahkan pointer kau. one day i will.. kau gamboh. aku xsuka bila kau suka tolak ajakan kami mun ajak kau kuar. kau malah jak kuar ngn rum8 kau. aku tahu ko ada geng kdrik tapi boh lupak kwn cozmate.. kau xpandai rapat ngn cozmate kdrik.. kau jenis plh keja kdrik, pentingkan diri sdr. kau xboleh kdakya..kau terlalu ambil mudah.. aku xsuka ya sbb kau mcm xberusaha. kau jenis yang terus trg, aku suka ya. kau baik...tp poret..huahuahua..
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Dianne - aku tahu aku bukan perempuan seperti kau. aku tahu aku xda kawan karib berbanding kau ada dak cyn, mey yang kau kenal bertahun lamanya. aku tahu aku xpham maksud friendship mcam kau. kadang2 aku tersinggung ngn kau bila kau padah ku xtahu mcmne asa bila ada kawan karib. aku sedar aku siapa yen.. aku tahu kau rapat ngn ku pun sebab kta berjiran. aku sure kalau cdak cyn n mey ada ctok, kau xperlukan aku. aku dapat rasa bila kau bawa aku jmp mey.. aku rasa tersisih mun kau mok tahu.. tapi aku xboleh slhkn kau sebab aku mmg xtahu pa kawan karib ya.. skrg kau rapat ngn yah. kau salu pegi blit yah sebab kau tahu aku jenis yang belajar. tapi aku juga perlukan kawan wlpn bukan karib. kau seorang kawan yang baik dan banyak share agama ngn aku.. tapi aku tahu aku bukan kawan yang kau cari mcm cdak mey.. myb kau boring ngn ku kan? ku dpt rasa ya..mun x, y kau lebih suka g blit yah dr blit ku? malah kau lalu jak.. tapi xpala.. ku dah biasa keseorangan. x kdk kau, ada gerek.. kwn2 byk.. cukup syarat dalam hidup. kau jadikan aku sebgai model kau untuk asah kau belajr kuat tapi aku xlayak tahu x? sebab kau lbh pandai dari aku cuma kau xguna apa yang Tuhan bg ngn kau.. aku envy kau jenis cepat pick up..aku tahu Tuhan maha adil.. aku xkisah.. aku buktikan tanpa kawan karib aku boleh success wlpn aku sepi.
mira - kau seorang kawan yang baik bagi ku. kau n gg.. orang yang paling rapat ngnku. if salah seorang dari ko 2, aku rasa xselesa. kau pandai, aku envy ya.. aku nak fight ngn kau.. aku mahu kalahkan pointer kau. one day i will.. kau gamboh. aku xsuka bila kau suka tolak ajakan kami mun ajak kau kuar. kau malah jak kuar ngn rum8 kau. aku tahu ko ada geng kdrik tapi boh lupak kwn cozmate.. kau xpandai rapat ngn cozmate kdrik.. kau jenis plh keja kdrik, pentingkan diri sdr. kau xboleh kdakya..kau terlalu ambil mudah.. aku xsuka ya sbb kau mcm xberusaha. kau jenis yang terus trg, aku suka ya. kau baik...tp poret..huahuahua..
cont..
hi there,
today i met my friend, A. like what i just know, she suddenly text me in the morning and was very excited chit chat with me. i was like," what is wrong with her?". i just ignored and replied her. i told other friend, D. D and A was a good friends before. but now, they seems like not talking to each other. she told me that A ever told her that she will have the informer to know about D. and D was thought that A will used me to know about D. i guess she is right.. nonsense friend that i never met before..
that is their stories. i hope their relationship does not affect me though.. my class is at 4pm later. erm.. but never mind, i know repeaters feeling.. perhaps.. uerghh..
but i dont mad at them..because maybe now is their time fall down..but later? maybe me myself falls down. so, i just keep silent and smile.. be nice to people even though they are not good to us..
whatever it is, my aim is to achieve my goals...3 pointer for sure..!!!
okay then, i dont want to waste my time, i need to find more information about my assignment..
wish me a good day..=))
love,
Mulawin.
today i met my friend, A. like what i just know, she suddenly text me in the morning and was very excited chit chat with me. i was like," what is wrong with her?". i just ignored and replied her. i told other friend, D. D and A was a good friends before. but now, they seems like not talking to each other. she told me that A ever told her that she will have the informer to know about D. and D was thought that A will used me to know about D. i guess she is right.. nonsense friend that i never met before..
that is their stories. i hope their relationship does not affect me though.. my class is at 4pm later. erm.. but never mind, i know repeaters feeling.. perhaps.. uerghh..
but i dont mad at them..because maybe now is their time fall down..but later? maybe me myself falls down. so, i just keep silent and smile.. be nice to people even though they are not good to us..
whatever it is, my aim is to achieve my goals...3 pointer for sure..!!!
okay then, i dont want to waste my time, i need to find more information about my assignment..
wish me a good day..=))
love,
Mulawin.
hi there,
today is my first day for new session,semester 4. i thought today our lecturer will not give us any assignment yet but unfortunately, there is an assignment we have to do.. we have given a task to search and present the company listed in BURSA MALAYSIA and do take note about it. just now i have found one of the company which is PADINI HOLDINGS BERHAD. but, im not yet going through with it completely. so, tonight i have to check on it and it must be finish before tomorrow.
for the next class was ACCOUNTING INFORMATION SYSTEM where we will learn about computerizing the accounting, which mean we will used technology of computing through specific software,MYOB ( MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS). it does not mean by what you all think about..=P MYOB means you will focus on your own particular company and do make the accounting formula e.g income statement, balance sheet and all those thing. just now we starting with theory and it was so bored.. i felt sleepy though..hahaha! but i try my best not to feel so sleepy.. i dont like reading subject.
now i just relaxing myself in my room. my room mate has not come back yet. her class is until 6pm. my friends invite me to join them going out at the back campus but i refuse to. im afraid i cannot saving my money. luckily my friends does not force me..=) i dont feel want to go out at this early of semester. i have 4 months to go with budgeting my money for the future. I CAN DO IT! =))
love,
Mulawin.
today is my first day for new session,semester 4. i thought today our lecturer will not give us any assignment yet but unfortunately, there is an assignment we have to do.. we have given a task to search and present the company listed in BURSA MALAYSIA and do take note about it. just now i have found one of the company which is PADINI HOLDINGS BERHAD. but, im not yet going through with it completely. so, tonight i have to check on it and it must be finish before tomorrow.
for the next class was ACCOUNTING INFORMATION SYSTEM where we will learn about computerizing the accounting, which mean we will used technology of computing through specific software,MYOB ( MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS). it does not mean by what you all think about..=P MYOB means you will focus on your own particular company and do make the accounting formula e.g income statement, balance sheet and all those thing. just now we starting with theory and it was so bored.. i felt sleepy though..hahaha! but i try my best not to feel so sleepy.. i dont like reading subject.
now i just relaxing myself in my room. my room mate has not come back yet. her class is until 6pm. my friends invite me to join them going out at the back campus but i refuse to. im afraid i cannot saving my money. luckily my friends does not force me..=) i dont feel want to go out at this early of semester. i have 4 months to go with budgeting my money for the future. I CAN DO IT! =))
love,
Mulawin.
i woke up early in the morning going back to my own room. i was overnight at my friend' room because my room mate has not come back yet.
later im going to campus to check my schedule though. my friend said on friday we dont have any class..waaaa..i feel good about that. ahhahaha! =P
i have set my mind to clear up everything which is not necessary for me to think about. now, i want to think how i want to make the way i study to be more efficient and keep me remember all the fact and formula..
i want to diet though..i must keep my money in the range of below than rm10 per day, which means i just take my breakfast in my room and lunch for the average. no dinner..
saving money is not that easy especially me myself. so, i keep the promise of 6 advises in my mind.
wish me luck and stay happy with the name of Jesus Christ..amen.
later im going to campus to check my schedule though. my friend said on friday we dont have any class..waaaa..i feel good about that. ahhahaha! =P
i have set my mind to clear up everything which is not necessary for me to think about. now, i want to think how i want to make the way i study to be more efficient and keep me remember all the fact and formula..
i want to diet though..i must keep my money in the range of below than rm10 per day, which means i just take my breakfast in my room and lunch for the average. no dinner..
saving money is not that easy especially me myself. so, i keep the promise of 6 advises in my mind.
wish me luck and stay happy with the name of Jesus Christ..amen.
2 January 2010:
9.30am:
Hari ini aku akan balik semula ke kampus.. barang2 semua aku dah beli. Aku tekad aku akan belajar dengan 2x ganda dari last semester. Aku nak tebus balik pointer aku yang turun..nasib baik lah aku tak fail. Aku nak modified juga bilik aku tu..biar ada rasa nak belajar bila keadaan bilik menyenangkan hati..hehe. room mate aku budak nursing, junior lagi tu. Aku malah jer tular room mate sebab dorang ada kawan sendiri nak join sama bilik. Aku macam biasa always alone. Tak kisahlah sangat asal aku ada kawan sebelah tu. Sekarang aku masih lagi kat umah aunt aku, inah. Aku seorang je sini sebab dia pergi kerja. Tengahari nanti dia hantar aku. Aku nak makan apa nanti ye..erm.. maggi alamatnya..huhu. aku perlu diet. Baju kurung fit aku tak muat lagi..baju kurung baru auntku belum buat lagi.. tak sabar nak pakai..hehe.
7.08pm:
Aku dah sampai kampus.. im alone here. My roommate stay out with her friend I guess. And im here just online.. ada kaa aku lupa nak print slip pra pendaftaran tadi.. aunt aku apa lagi, marah kat aku..aku wat bodo jer sebab tau aku salah…hahaha..bilik aku dah siap kemaskan. Aku dah tukar news melekat kat cermin kecik tu dengan kad manila pink..wakakkaa..cerah sungguh bilik aku, memancar..isk3.. penghadang pintu pun aku dah buat dah guna tikar…biar serangga terpelanting tak dapat masuk..wakkakaka.. barang2 aku tak banyak sangat sebab aku taruh sikit kat umah aunt aku.. jadi stor.hahaha…aku tengah fikir apa aku nak buat pasni.. nak belajar tak tahu na belajar apa…erm.. movie, facebook. Ahahha..
Love,
Nite all..
9.30am:
Hari ini aku akan balik semula ke kampus.. barang2 semua aku dah beli. Aku tekad aku akan belajar dengan 2x ganda dari last semester. Aku nak tebus balik pointer aku yang turun..nasib baik lah aku tak fail. Aku nak modified juga bilik aku tu..biar ada rasa nak belajar bila keadaan bilik menyenangkan hati..hehe. room mate aku budak nursing, junior lagi tu. Aku malah jer tular room mate sebab dorang ada kawan sendiri nak join sama bilik. Aku macam biasa always alone. Tak kisahlah sangat asal aku ada kawan sebelah tu. Sekarang aku masih lagi kat umah aunt aku, inah. Aku seorang je sini sebab dia pergi kerja. Tengahari nanti dia hantar aku. Aku nak makan apa nanti ye..erm.. maggi alamatnya..huhu. aku perlu diet. Baju kurung fit aku tak muat lagi..baju kurung baru auntku belum buat lagi.. tak sabar nak pakai..hehe.
7.08pm:
Aku dah sampai kampus.. im alone here. My roommate stay out with her friend I guess. And im here just online.. ada kaa aku lupa nak print slip pra pendaftaran tadi.. aunt aku apa lagi, marah kat aku..aku wat bodo jer sebab tau aku salah…hahaha..bilik aku dah siap kemaskan. Aku dah tukar news melekat kat cermin kecik tu dengan kad manila pink..wakakkaa..cerah sungguh bilik aku, memancar..isk3.. penghadang pintu pun aku dah buat dah guna tikar…biar serangga terpelanting tak dapat masuk..wakkakaka.. barang2 aku tak banyak sangat sebab aku taruh sikit kat umah aunt aku.. jadi stor.hahaha…aku tengah fikir apa aku nak buat pasni.. nak belajar tak tahu na belajar apa…erm.. movie, facebook. Ahahha..
Love,
Nite all..
happy new year everyone..
let us forget all the past and bring forward the new life with new becoming memories..i wish this new year give me more confident to myself to be stronger than before..
who has gone just gone..but the memories we built together will stay forever in my heart..
new life just begin, and i will struggle for everything that brings me to success. be independent girl is my wish for not too depent on others..
focus on studies + improve my pointer + no tears = me,2010.
boyfriend? its hard to know who really love me because there is someone who really love me but i cant accept him because of different in religion.. just letting him go is my choice before i keep loving him more deeply..
now i keep messaging with other friend whom i knew him a couple of months ago.. we just friend but if more than that, i must think triple because he drink alcohol..i dont really like on that side though..he is same religion with me.. truly it is hard to find a guy in my religion not drinking..waah..arghh..but he is educated person as he has graduated of degree in marketing..erm..i try not too be serious with him because this year my target is to struggle on my studies. i put this boyfriend matter aside.
so, this advises is for myself:
1. INGAT NAMA JAKO ABA SUBA..
2. STUDY NGAU MANAH ANANG LIMPANG MEDA MOVIE
3. ANANG BANGAT NYABAK, YA DAH PERGI, KITAI TERUSKAN HIDUP AU..
4. DUIT GALAU ANANG MELI UTAI KE NDA PERLU IGA..
5. MAKAI ANANG TAMAK IGA, GEMUK LAGIK BAJU NDA UMBAS..
2010, guide my to achieve my success.. welcome to the new year life!
let us forget all the past and bring forward the new life with new becoming memories..i wish this new year give me more confident to myself to be stronger than before..
who has gone just gone..but the memories we built together will stay forever in my heart..
new life just begin, and i will struggle for everything that brings me to success. be independent girl is my wish for not too depent on others..
focus on studies + improve my pointer + no tears = me,2010.
boyfriend? its hard to know who really love me because there is someone who really love me but i cant accept him because of different in religion.. just letting him go is my choice before i keep loving him more deeply..
now i keep messaging with other friend whom i knew him a couple of months ago.. we just friend but if more than that, i must think triple because he drink alcohol..i dont really like on that side though..he is same religion with me.. truly it is hard to find a guy in my religion not drinking..waah..arghh..but he is educated person as he has graduated of degree in marketing..erm..i try not too be serious with him because this year my target is to struggle on my studies. i put this boyfriend matter aside.
so, this advises is for myself:
1. INGAT NAMA JAKO ABA SUBA..
2. STUDY NGAU MANAH ANANG LIMPANG MEDA MOVIE
3. ANANG BANGAT NYABAK, YA DAH PERGI, KITAI TERUSKAN HIDUP AU..
4. DUIT GALAU ANANG MELI UTAI KE NDA PERLU IGA..
5. MAKAI ANANG TAMAK IGA, GEMUK LAGIK BAJU NDA UMBAS..
2010, guide my to achieve my success.. welcome to the new year life!
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