jealousy

seeing other people studies in overseas, im so jealous. why i am still here? i should appreciate of what God had given me, studies in the local university here. yes, i am grateful. i dream to be one of the Malaysia's students who studied in overseas and meet other people cultures,music and share experience with each other. in sudden, i felt down after seeing my all friends Facebook. they now are really great and they are mixed around with Australians, etc.

i am very proud of them. the siblings are really gorgeous in intelligent of everything,perhaps. me myself, even wants to get the 3 pointer is difficult, how i want to compete with the western?? i really have to brush myself. makes myself better than before and be the best for myself and make my mum proud of me.

this holiday, i am trying to improve my own skills in languages, because languages is imperative for me to be successful on becoming women one day.