Happy Father's Day Dad...

Dear dad,

He is so adorable for me.. My sibling and i never celebrate Father's Day till now.. Sometimes i felt regret because it's hard for me to show that i love him very much.. I love him but i don't know how to expressed as well as to my dear mum.

Dear dad,

He never dissappointed me..what i want, he gave my everything he can. I can see how much he love me and my brothers. He cares about us, he is doing his responsible as a father very well.

Dear dad,

Sorry dad..i can't tell u that i love u in front of you.. i only can expressed my feeling to you in here.. Even though i did not tell you dad, i will do what you want me to do... i will study hard for you and mum.. I will pay back what you have done dad.. if i already finish my diploma, on my graduation day, i will hug you and mum...

Dear Dad,

i miss you always.. sometimes i cry at campus.. i can imagine how hard is you working at platform. i will put your photo with mum in front of my table as i will remember you always..

me,One Unity

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DAD..

If i could do that..

Dear reader,

I felt so bored today..i don't know what to do till the end of my holiday before i leave my family to Kuching back to campus..=( i felt sorry left my mum alone when my elder brother is working. My second brother already went back to UMS (Universiti Malaysia Sabah) because he is one of the MPP ( Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar) in his campus.

Then, tomorrow we do prayer night for my younger brother which be held in our house.. Our relatives,neighbours are invited. Father Ugil will lead the day to pray for him, hoping that he will know what his purpose going to Politeknik Mukah and may God bless him as my brother is very kind to other people even people did not treat him as he did.

My mum very worried about him because my mum and he never separate with each other.. My dad is in oversea work as a foreman. We are not rich people..

Now i felt very empty.. nothing to do,bored,.. if i do have a license, definitely im going to beach,spend my time there alone while eating some BBQ, feel the sand and walk along the beach.. if i could do that......

everyday i stay late till i slept almost 3 a.m. because i did not felt sleepy at all. This is because at campus during this time im studying. next Saturday,i go back to campus.. seems like i will miss my room,kitchen..as i did not cook at campus as we already provided by campus a fews cafe and canteen..i love to cook but i can't..if i could do that....

sometimes,i want to lie down on the grass and feel the wind..could i do that? i dont know..i just want some peace place and talk to nature...if i could do that...

now, what i suppose to do? listing the need in campus? urmm..perhaps.

so,gudbye! =)

me, one unity...

My Curry Egg...Yummi!!

Here is my second favourite dishes. This one i made it by myself..=p it is quite simple for us to cook and i hope everybody can test it!!

First u have to boiled the eggs and the water is depends on the quantity of eggs. Then we poured some water into the curry but not too much. Heat the oil,put the red onion and the curry, stirred it. put some sugar and preservative then put the eggs on it! Then it cooks! =) have a try and say CHEESE!

Delicious Potato Leaves

Hello all!
Today i am going to introduced my favourite food and i want to share it to all readers..=)

Potato Leaves commonly is a traditional food in Sarawak,Malaysia.The taste is very marvellous and the way we cook is definitely different from others as we have to make it into pieces with mortar and pestle especially imported from Malaysia.

The dishes below is my mother's cooking...=) i love my mother's cooking as i will miss it when i continue my studies for the next semester..love u Mum!!

Life is There

life
is not that joyful
all the time..
there is a sorrow
without people knows
even though
we treated people nice
they don't treated us well
as u do
life
emptiness..loneliness..
is what i feel now
no one knows
only almighty God
what i want
only
peaceful in life
i have my family
my beloved
and friends..
even though i have them
but
i still feel empty
in my deeply heart..
it should be have a reason
for this..
how i could find it??
me myself and i
never knows
sometimes i want to give up
but
GOd told me
fight the life
dont give up..
i try
and
i made it..
but
it comes again
a troubles challenge
my soul my life
more than i can say..
life full of frustration,
word of wonders,
sorrowful..
but
life is meaningful to me
even though
it is painful...
because i am thinking
What is life when all you do is breath
with no mission,
as it lies around
and does nothing but explode you
when you are limited against others
if you cant tell what's there for you
What is life if i have no answers to these questions
and you don't know the end to..
after your death
when all you've worked for cant die along with you
as life gift from
the above
i will do..what i suppose to do..

-mulawin-