Life is There

life
is not that joyful
all the time..
there is a sorrow
without people knows
even though
we treated people nice
they don't treated us well
as u do
life
emptiness..loneliness..
is what i feel now
no one knows
only almighty God
what i want
only
peaceful in life
i have my family
my beloved
and friends..
even though i have them
but
i still feel empty
in my deeply heart..
it should be have a reason
for this..
how i could find it??
me myself and i
never knows
sometimes i want to give up
but
GOd told me
fight the life
dont give up..
i try
and
i made it..
but
it comes again
a troubles challenge
my soul my life
more than i can say..
life full of frustration,
word of wonders,
sorrowful..
but
life is meaningful to me
even though
it is painful...
because i am thinking
What is life when all you do is breath
with no mission,
as it lies around
and does nothing but explode you
when you are limited against others
if you cant tell what's there for you
What is life if i have no answers to these questions
and you don't know the end to..
after your death
when all you've worked for cant die along with you
as life gift from
the above
i will do..what i suppose to do..

-mulawin-