If i could do that..

Dear reader,

I felt so bored today..i don't know what to do till the end of my holiday before i leave my family to Kuching back to campus..=( i felt sorry left my mum alone when my elder brother is working. My second brother already went back to UMS (Universiti Malaysia Sabah) because he is one of the MPP ( Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar) in his campus.

Then, tomorrow we do prayer night for my younger brother which be held in our house.. Our relatives,neighbours are invited. Father Ugil will lead the day to pray for him, hoping that he will know what his purpose going to Politeknik Mukah and may God bless him as my brother is very kind to other people even people did not treat him as he did.

My mum very worried about him because my mum and he never separate with each other.. My dad is in oversea work as a foreman. We are not rich people..

Now i felt very empty.. nothing to do,bored,.. if i do have a license, definitely im going to beach,spend my time there alone while eating some BBQ, feel the sand and walk along the beach.. if i could do that......

everyday i stay late till i slept almost 3 a.m. because i did not felt sleepy at all. This is because at campus during this time im studying. next Saturday,i go back to campus.. seems like i will miss my room,kitchen..as i did not cook at campus as we already provided by campus a fews cafe and canteen..i love to cook but i can't..if i could do that....

sometimes,i want to lie down on the grass and feel the wind..could i do that? i dont know..i just want some peace place and talk to nature...if i could do that...

now, what i suppose to do? listing the need in campus? urmm..perhaps.

so,gudbye! =)

me, one unity...