today, i'm a bit touching...
I'm alone at home.. no one accompany me.. my aunt lecture me this morning.. all the food in fridge was her stock for a week but we had used it.. and she asks me to sleep in her front room.. she said she does not get used someone slept with her at night.....
huhu.....
in front of others, she did not mention about what do and don't.. till she and i are alone at home.. she told me that me, my friend and cousin should know budgeting food.. don't overcook the amount of rice..im sorry if we had cook her food but i do accept her advise..
maybe we were wrong.. but we just cook over what we have in the fridge.. food was not that much... TT....
lunch and dinner for an egg could be enough for us....
i miss my mom... who never put me in fault for cook whatever i wanted to eat...
tears with me today... and God knows my feeling... why i am too touching this moment...
i promise to study smart... living with others it does not like living with my mom...
after this im going to study after taking my bath..
all the pain i have today, i hope will not affecting my study.. i believe God with me... now and always........
just because i stayed outside the campus, my friend asked me whether she joining our group work or not. i wonder why she asking me that because if any task need a group work, we are the team of the group. so i told her we are able to stay in the campus to discuss whatever thing we have to catch up. it does not mean that we cannot cope any task in the team though..
i have explained to her, so she said she glad to hear that. and i was a bit disappointed for what had happened.
today, i found that it is not easy for me to be low-profile in the class. i wanted to keep humble and doing thing right without people notice me. just now my friend discussed about bla3 and her explanation was not the one we are looking for but she was really confident about what she just said. my heart says, i wanted to express what i thought of but i don't. i knew she was wrong. so i let her with her opinion..hehe.. i saw she tried to look professional but..its okay. that's her. hehe
today my stomach knocked me down again.. the pain is too pain..till now.
and the most important is, i break my own rule, not to eat KFC more than once in the month. but today, i ate for the second times on january! my cousin warn me already..hahaha.. then i tell her i change the rule into twice a month! hahaha
so, that's it for today. i want to study after having a free time according to my schedule..hehe..
tata
i have explained to her, so she said she glad to hear that. and i was a bit disappointed for what had happened.
today, i found that it is not easy for me to be low-profile in the class. i wanted to keep humble and doing thing right without people notice me. just now my friend discussed about bla3 and her explanation was not the one we are looking for but she was really confident about what she just said. my heart says, i wanted to express what i thought of but i don't. i knew she was wrong. so i let her with her opinion..hehe.. i saw she tried to look professional but..its okay. that's her. hehe
today my stomach knocked me down again.. the pain is too pain..till now.
and the most important is, i break my own rule, not to eat KFC more than once in the month. but today, i ate for the second times on january! my cousin warn me already..hahaha.. then i tell her i change the rule into twice a month! hahaha
so, that's it for today. i want to study after having a free time according to my schedule..hehe..
tata
today, i went to clinic in campus. the doctor was absent so i was checked by his assistant. i have sore throat, flu and a bit coughing. so, he gave me "racun" you know.. but don't be nervous, it just for excrete. hehe.. why i said so is that the label was "racun" hahaha =D
yesterday my aunt and me does not went to visit my uncle who paralyzed by leukemia because the whether really don't allowed us to going out on that day.
today's classes, em.. just okay because our lecturers most of them were not ready yet to lecture us. i really feels that this semester really killing me though.. mdm said that whoever get C or C+ in accounting and costing subjects would not be able to continue their degree in accounting.. that was really really makes me scared. but i know that i won't take degree in accounting..hehe.. so, i don't care but i do care to improve my cgpa and gpa.
my cousin, my friend and i went to shopping a bit for our own convenience. actually, both of them were the one who supposed to purchase the stuff but i am the one who purchase shirt first.. hahaha..
not only that, we were lost a way home...so funny.. my mom had called me whether we have arrived at home or not.. i make a sin today for that.huhu.. i told we had just arrived though..huhu.. sorry mom.. i don't mean it. my cousin was followed my instruction even though i am not really know about Kuching, actually. hahahha.. i just make my own way home and we had made it! hahaha
okay2, i will stop now. i need to do some notes tonight. now is 9.39pm. i have class on tomorrow's morning. i hope what i had learnt today, i keep it in my mind and lock it straight away. hehe =)
so long, tata!
yesterday my aunt and me does not went to visit my uncle who paralyzed by leukemia because the whether really don't allowed us to going out on that day.
today's classes, em.. just okay because our lecturers most of them were not ready yet to lecture us. i really feels that this semester really killing me though.. mdm said that whoever get C or C+ in accounting and costing subjects would not be able to continue their degree in accounting.. that was really really makes me scared. but i know that i won't take degree in accounting..hehe.. so, i don't care but i do care to improve my cgpa and gpa.
my cousin, my friend and i went to shopping a bit for our own convenience. actually, both of them were the one who supposed to purchase the stuff but i am the one who purchase shirt first.. hahaha..
not only that, we were lost a way home...so funny.. my mom had called me whether we have arrived at home or not.. i make a sin today for that.huhu.. i told we had just arrived though..huhu.. sorry mom.. i don't mean it. my cousin was followed my instruction even though i am not really know about Kuching, actually. hahahha.. i just make my own way home and we had made it! hahaha
okay2, i will stop now. i need to do some notes tonight. now is 9.39pm. i have class on tomorrow's morning. i hope what i had learnt today, i keep it in my mind and lock it straight away. hehe =)
so long, tata!
On 2 & 3 jan 2011, i was totally out of mind..
My cousin’s friend, who was accidentally need a house to stay with, she stayed with us because her car was terribly sucks on the road ( i mean out of break function). But then, as she came to our house, i ask her a favour to blacken my hair as my cousin said she expert on that particular thing.. so, she was willing to do it.. we finished everything at 2am.. could you imagined i felt sleepy in that moment...fuh..thx Lisa =)
On 3 Jan, my first class at 8 am. Thank God miss Zahrah is out lecturer for my repeat subject. She was lecture us in accounting subject on last semester. I found that, to be a repeater for a first time does not really bad as i thought but it gives me benefit to learn more details, more understanding on that subject.. thank God for this =)
This evening, my aunt ask me to accompany her to visit my late dad’s friend who was suffered Leukaemia and he do not able to walk anymore.. he has children who are still young and some of them had married. My heart beats slowly and i can feel a sorrow deeply in my heart.. in sudden, my late dad’s face comes across my mind and...that cause me really wanted to cry.. =(
I tried hard to hide all this thing.. i cannot imagine how i could see his friend afterward if i cannot control myself not to cry over.. oh lord, gives me strength to handle this moment.. i need U in every second i breath...... =(
Time pass by, but our life nobody can expect what could happen next.. God who truly repent our sins, have mercy on us....
Im not well this morning. I was “visiting” a toilet a few times and give some memories to it. Hahah =D
I slept at 1pm because i was really tired. My nose totally blocked by “unused chemical”, having my sore throat and fought with my bf.. it is my fault for not very concerned about him.. he was admitted to hospital because his chest in pain but im doing nothing =( i cannot do anything because im not able to drive yet, no car and obviously i don’t remember which road should i use to get him over.. =( bad bad me! TT.....
Today, i hide all my problem and i don’t want it to influence my study, and stress me up. Today has it own problem, so do tomorrow.. that’s what says in the bible... i keep the words. I believes God never leave me.. He is my comfort when im in pain.. He is my saviour even though im a sinner.. How great is our God.....
Tonight, i will spend 2 hours to study after visiting uncle later on. May God gives the light and save him from suffered..... whoever read this blog, please pray for him in faith..
My cousin’s friend, who was accidentally need a house to stay with, she stayed with us because her car was terribly sucks on the road ( i mean out of break function). But then, as she came to our house, i ask her a favour to blacken my hair as my cousin said she expert on that particular thing.. so, she was willing to do it.. we finished everything at 2am.. could you imagined i felt sleepy in that moment...fuh..thx Lisa =)
On 3 Jan, my first class at 8 am. Thank God miss Zahrah is out lecturer for my repeat subject. She was lecture us in accounting subject on last semester. I found that, to be a repeater for a first time does not really bad as i thought but it gives me benefit to learn more details, more understanding on that subject.. thank God for this =)
This evening, my aunt ask me to accompany her to visit my late dad’s friend who was suffered Leukaemia and he do not able to walk anymore.. he has children who are still young and some of them had married. My heart beats slowly and i can feel a sorrow deeply in my heart.. in sudden, my late dad’s face comes across my mind and...that cause me really wanted to cry.. =(
I tried hard to hide all this thing.. i cannot imagine how i could see his friend afterward if i cannot control myself not to cry over.. oh lord, gives me strength to handle this moment.. i need U in every second i breath...... =(
Time pass by, but our life nobody can expect what could happen next.. God who truly repent our sins, have mercy on us....
Im not well this morning. I was “visiting” a toilet a few times and give some memories to it. Hahah =D
I slept at 1pm because i was really tired. My nose totally blocked by “unused chemical”, having my sore throat and fought with my bf.. it is my fault for not very concerned about him.. he was admitted to hospital because his chest in pain but im doing nothing =( i cannot do anything because im not able to drive yet, no car and obviously i don’t remember which road should i use to get him over.. =( bad bad me! TT.....
Today, i hide all my problem and i don’t want it to influence my study, and stress me up. Today has it own problem, so do tomorrow.. that’s what says in the bible... i keep the words. I believes God never leave me.. He is my comfort when im in pain.. He is my saviour even though im a sinner.. How great is our God.....
Tonight, i will spend 2 hours to study after visiting uncle later on. May God gives the light and save him from suffered..... whoever read this blog, please pray for him in faith..
wow!
u know what? today, i am going back to Kuching but my flight was delayed from 12.40pm to 3.40pm... i felt so sucks, exhausted and starving!
at last, i really cannot stand anymore so i eat chicken burger with my childhood friend. luckily was she with me. we were having fun and chit-chat with each other about university's life, our friends and etc. hahaha =D
but then, i thankful God that i managed to arrived in Kuching airport even though it is out of my schedule.
im out now, so i will keep updating my blog onwards!
tata =)
u know what? today, i am going back to Kuching but my flight was delayed from 12.40pm to 3.40pm... i felt so sucks, exhausted and starving!
at last, i really cannot stand anymore so i eat chicken burger with my childhood friend. luckily was she with me. we were having fun and chit-chat with each other about university's life, our friends and etc. hahaha =D
but then, i thankful God that i managed to arrived in Kuching airport even though it is out of my schedule.
im out now, so i will keep updating my blog onwards!
tata =)
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