Today & Yesterday

On 2 & 3 jan 2011, i was totally out of mind..

My cousin’s friend, who was accidentally need a house to stay with, she stayed with us because her car was terribly sucks on the road ( i mean out of break function). But then, as she came to our house, i ask her a favour to blacken my hair as my cousin said she expert on that particular thing.. so, she was willing to do it.. we finished everything at 2am.. could you imagined i felt sleepy in that moment...fuh..thx Lisa =)


On 3 Jan, my first class at 8 am. Thank God miss Zahrah is out lecturer for my repeat subject. She was lecture us in accounting subject on last semester. I found that, to be a repeater for a first time does not really bad as i thought but it gives me benefit to learn more details, more understanding on that subject.. thank God for this =)


This evening, my aunt ask me to accompany her to visit my late dad’s friend who was suffered Leukaemia and he do not able to walk anymore.. he has children who are still young and some of them had married. My heart beats slowly and i can feel a sorrow deeply in my heart.. in sudden, my late dad’s face comes across my mind and...that cause me really wanted to cry.. =(


I tried hard to hide all this thing.. i cannot imagine how i could see his friend afterward if i cannot control myself not to cry over.. oh lord, gives me strength to handle this moment.. i need U in every second i breath...... =(
Time pass by, but our life nobody can expect what could happen next.. God who truly repent our sins, have mercy on us....


Im not well this morning. I was “visiting” a toilet a few times and give some memories to it. Hahah =D


I slept at 1pm because i was really tired. My nose totally blocked by “unused chemical”, having my sore throat and fought with my bf.. it is my fault for not very concerned about him.. he was admitted to hospital because his chest in pain but im doing nothing =( i cannot do anything because im not able to drive yet, no car and obviously i don’t remember which road should i use to get him over.. =( bad bad me! TT.....


Today, i hide all my problem and i don’t want it to influence my study, and stress me up. Today has it own problem, so do tomorrow.. that’s what says in the bible... i keep the words. I believes God never leave me.. He is my comfort when im in pain.. He is my saviour even though im a sinner.. How great is our God.....


Tonight, i will spend 2 hours to study after visiting uncle later on. May God gives the light and save him from suffered..... whoever read this blog, please pray for him in faith..