my best friend forever..

i have a friend named Flora D.D. she was very generous and pretty funny. i met her last semester where both of us very close among each other compared to my other room mates. she is Sabahan girl and very nice person.

when i was in difficult time, she was there to help me.. there was i time where my KP send me to the clinic as my left leg injured and bleeding, she willing to help me when i am in need.

we are very close, shares everything bout each others.. during a weekend, we spend time together watched movie, dinner,lunch, breakfast..etc. i always shared my problems to her. she always keep me smile and make a jokes to make me laughed. i am very happy with her.

recently,this semester we are separated as she is not my room mate. i have found that she was totally changed...she became very quiet girl. i asked why, she said she is lonely.. i felt bad..really bad. i know she having a problem but she refused to tell me. i felt sad..i went to her room last night to visit her. i asked her room mate how is she..they said she is not feeling well. i was very...:(

she has gastric,coughing but she said she is fine. when i went to her room which was my room last semester, i felt very burden because that room reminds me a lot me of thing. i insist to go even though i felt really shacking and sad. just because i want to meet her, i should go. i miss her as my best friend forever. she's look weak but keep smiles at me..thats made me hurt.

i straight away left her room with tears..luckily she did not saw me..i am stupid because i am not there when she needs friend. i cant do what she had done to me...now, i just saw her from far..i want she happy with her friends. she message me, i did not reply at all. because..i am feel guilty to her..besides, she has bff who is not me.. i hope she doing well..it is okay i am alone at least i know she is happy..

she always said to me that she wants to have a power to fly..i just smiles and says she is nonsense. when i saw her,i feel sad. i dont know why.. what i have realised, she is my first best friend ever after..

sorry i am not there when u alone,
sorry i am not pay off what u did to me,
sorry for everything........

regretted,
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