sayu.

tika ku berbual dengan nnk, air mata ku bercucuran.. ntah kenapa. hati ku sayu pabila mdengar suara nya...

ibu dan abg keluar. aku dapat tau insuran kereta arwah blm lg dtkar nm kpd abg..

hati ku tersentak...

hampir setahun arwah bapa ku meninggalkan kami..

deras air mata ku mengenangkan kenangan2 bsama arwah..

rumate ku tpinga2 melihatku menangis menatap gamabr arwah bersama ibu..

aku rindu akan senyuman nya...

kucupan dahi pada ku wajib arwah lakukan tiap kali hendak berangkat ke laut..

sayu bila berbicarakan hal ini..

sesungguhnya hari ini aku menangis sepuas puasnya.............................

sleepy damn it

gosh..

tomorrow i have a quiz to revise on. my eyes keeps pursued me to sleep...
yaiaaaaa....

my room mate take a nap but no way for me myself. i guess that roaring of tiger i couldn't hear while im sleeping!

kind of rainy day this morning extremely damn cold! should i JUST sleep or continuing reading this typical notes under the fan?? em..

u know what, our mr. Pinocchio lecturer always telling us his liar stories. friend with son of PM, everyone listened to him, good son,bla bla bla.....

so bored during his session..


em. its been a while im not going back to my aunt' house. just that she need to visit our home in village. next week i have to postpone my appointment on facial treatment. that bored CERAMAH held in my college. argghhh..

so, back to the story.

em..

okay, i will continue read on note and i will take 1hour after that to sleep. my next class will starts at 2pm till 6pm.. quite a hectic schedule i have!

so long, im out now.

what happened?

its been a few weeks im not updating my blog.
guess what?

i hv noticed that im not on the stage where i should starts to take serious on my study. lately, im still looking for other methods on how to study effectively. but then, my typical friend ruined up my daily routine.

she came to our room and totally conquer us. we were studying but she ask for a movie to watch with. hey,if u are not my friend, im totally kick u off from the room!

she is my friend but i do hv to accept her attitude then.

my mom called my lately and ask for some money to pay off my uncle wages. coincidently,i feel sadness in my heart.. my mum is everything for us. i am a vice of savvy but in this case, i ignored it as im helping my family self to settle off all matter that i can give my effort onto. still, im very concern bout my lil bro. he seems like not in a person that we known for years. he's really make me craze. i really hope that one day he could change and be a better son of the family.

sometimes,

i keep finding myself.
where should i go,
who to trust for,
what answer for the reason,
and
how to make myself much better than now.

keep searching...

routine for today

today,

i have got 1st assignment. :Q

today,

i met my friends. :D

today,

i ate chicken + sausage + rice this afternoon. :O

today,

i don't take a dinner. :I

today,

my muscle is pain. TT

today,

i speak in front of everyone. :O

today,

my hand was full of damn ink! :$

today,

i called my beloved mother. <3

today,

mum said my bro did not answered her call. :J

today,

i miss my family.. <3

today,

i want to finish up my assignment. :P

today,

i want to say Goodnight everyone.:)

today,

i remind everyone, pray 1st before u sleep.. God love u.. :X

#$%@ FRIEND O FRIEND

hi there,
here i want to share something. i have a few friends. i hate to be treated like this..
why they did not ask me to joined them hang out together?? not at all.

am i that naive for them?? am i too bad to be with them??

hey! come on laa.. u think that u are sooooo good to be BESTFRIEND?? yes, u are friendly, ALIM but 1 thing, DON'T JUDGE PEOPLE IF U DO NOT KNOW WHO I AM OKAY???


yes, i envy u have a group of BESTFRIEND but dont underestimate others as if only U have a BESTIES??!!

SHUT UP LAAA UU..

i have been patient enough for u. if not because of my interest on netball, don't ask me why i stay away from u.

u know me quite long time ago but still, u don't know me as ur friend.

once u have met ur BESTIES, u IGNORE everyone especially me. HEY STUPID, i dont hate u but u make me FED UP!

maybe i am not a good friend because i am HOT TEMPERED, STUDY3 AND LESS SOCIALIZE!

WHY MY OTHER FRIENDS CAN ACCEPT WHO I AM BUT NOT U?? BECAUSE U ALREADY HAVE UR BESTIES! AM I RIGHT???

ARGHHHHH!!!!!
I DONT TRUST U LAAA...

UR STUPIDITY INCREASED 110%!!!


OKAY, IM ENOUGH...
IM NORMAL now..

sorry God.. i just want to express my feeling....

not my intention to scold her unporposely..