Friday, January 29, 2010 0 comments

luah hati 2

sambung balik..

aku baru balik dari AGM MEDIA tadi. geram tol punya laa lama. dahla buat slides report media macam budak2..pls laaa.. be profesional. tok x.. pelantikan ahli baru pun xteratur. membebel perkara yang xpenting watpa? setakat nak introduce urself so people know and updated bout u, u better make a speech outside MEDIA!!! baru kena lantik dah membebel lebih pasal diri sendiri... no one cares ok??? tok apatah gik, presiden sem tok perempuan. banyak songeh doe! mun presiden laki xpa, make it simply as possible. nak plh keja or event pun xprof!! bengang aku tauk??

dahla rum8 aku xbayar2 lagi bil elektrik kmi.. tahu x hrtok laz anta???!! dahla aku panas baran xsuka plh keja slow2. mun ku tauk, xda ku bg nya bayar bil. bagus aku kdrik jak abis cta! makin bengang aku tauk??

aku xtahu kenak akau rtok cepat panas.. shit doe.. aku macam nak marah suma orang.. aku xbole plh dakya... aku dapat asa aku sunyi dats y aku kdak tok!!!!

aku sunyi tauk!!!!

orang lain suma ada kawan yang meka bley mbak..aku??? sibuk belajar.. mn xnya kwn2 aku lari xnk kaco aku.. korang tauk x aku belajr, aku ada masa free wak...bukan all the time aku belajar....!!! mun mena korang aku gya, aku belajar 24jam gik asa..!!!


jiwa aku memberontak kau tauk kaa?? aku ada kawan tapi kawan aku masing2 ada kwn RAPAT tek nak.. mun KWN RAPAT DAK XDA, BOK AGAK AKU.. MUN ADA...... HAMPEH LAAA MOK LEPAK NGN KU!!! aku xsuka laa org plh dakya.. benci tauk??


dalh keja aku belum siap..aku bley stress mun cmtok!!

aku mcm nak cepat2 hbs stdy..lm2 pn kalo xda kwn yg phm aku, xkn ke mn..


buku kwn aku forever.. kwn manusia suma hipokrit.... yes, aku xda KAWAN RAPAT.. PUAS HATI KAU??

MYB KORANG XPAT GO ON NGNKU SBB AKU LEBIH BYK STDY DARI SOSIAL.. YA AKU BUDAK NERD!!! MCM APA YG KORANG CKP... AKU DTG CTOK BKN CRIK KWN TAPI CRIK ILMU!!!

AKU BENCI NGN KU KDRIK SBB BELAJR3...NAK SOSIAL PN SSH SEBAB AKU XNK BAZIR DUIT.. CKPLAA DUIT AKU MELAYANG PLH RMBT,,.

AKU MESTI TEKANKN APA YG HARUS PATUT WAJIB AKU BUAT UNTUK TAHUN NI..

PESANAN UTK AKU SDR:
KAU BOH LALEK NGN APA OWG PDH.. KAU YG AKAN PANDE BUKAN CDAK... TUHAN DAH KURNIAKAN KAU RAJIN BELAJAR DAN KAU HARUS MANFAATKAN APA YANG TELAH TUHAN BAGI.. JANGAN SESEKALI RASA DIRI XGUNA KERNA BANYAK GIK ORG XGUNA DLAM DUNIA TOK..

TUHAN JAK TAUK PERASAAN KAU.. KAU PERLU INGAT YA.. BAWA BANYAK BERSABAR MENGHADAPI APA YANG DIA TELAH SEDIAKAN UNTUK KAU.. IKUT CARA KAU SENDIRI JANGAN IKUT ORANG LAIN. KAU YA MUN BOLEH TAHAN LAA PANAS BARAN KAU YA.. JANGAN TUNJUK NGN ORG LAIN.. POST JAK DALAM TOK SUPAYA REDAKAN KEMARAHAN KAU MCM SKRG.. XDA SAPA TAUK SAPA KAU.. AKU TAHU KAU WAT GNI SEBAB KAU XDA KWN UNTUK DENGAR MASALAH KAU.. KAU XBANI NAK SHARE MASALAH KAU SEBAB KAU TAK TRUST KWN KAU.. KAU TAHU YANG KWN KAU BANYAK YANG XBOLEH SIMPAN RAHSIA.. BAGUSLAA KAU TYPE CTOK.. SAPA2 BACA TOK, DAKNYA LA PENDENGAR KAU WLPN KAU TAK KENAL..

INGAT SEMUA JANJI2 KAU... JANGAN LALAI NGN PERSEKITARAN.. BYKKAN BERDOA... TUHAN MAHA ADIL.. KALAU KAU BENCI ORANG, TUHAN TAK SUKA TAUK.. JANGAN JUDGE ORANG SEBAB KAU AKAN D JUDGE... INGAT YA!!
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luah hati 1

nama2 mereka yang..

Dianne - aku tahu aku bukan perempuan seperti kau. aku tahu aku xda kawan karib berbanding kau ada dak cyn, mey yang kau kenal bertahun lamanya. aku tahu aku xpham maksud friendship mcam kau. kadang2 aku tersinggung ngn kau bila kau padah ku xtahu mcmne asa bila ada kawan karib. aku sedar aku siapa yen.. aku tahu kau rapat ngn ku pun sebab kta berjiran. aku sure kalau cdak cyn n mey ada ctok, kau xperlukan aku. aku dapat rasa bila kau bawa aku jmp mey.. aku rasa tersisih mun kau mok tahu.. tapi aku xboleh slhkn kau sebab aku mmg xtahu pa kawan karib ya.. skrg kau rapat ngn yah. kau salu pegi blit yah sebab kau tahu aku jenis yang belajar. tapi aku juga perlukan kawan wlpn bukan karib. kau seorang kawan yang baik dan banyak share agama ngn aku.. tapi aku tahu aku bukan kawan yang kau cari mcm cdak mey.. myb kau boring ngn ku kan? ku dpt rasa ya..mun x, y kau lebih suka g blit yah dr blit ku? malah kau lalu jak.. tapi xpala.. ku dah biasa keseorangan. x kdk kau, ada gerek.. kwn2 byk.. cukup syarat dalam hidup. kau jadikan aku sebgai model kau untuk asah kau belajr kuat tapi aku xlayak tahu x? sebab kau lbh pandai dari aku cuma kau xguna apa yang Tuhan bg ngn kau.. aku envy kau jenis cepat pick up..aku tahu Tuhan maha adil.. aku xkisah.. aku buktikan tanpa kawan karib aku boleh success wlpn aku sepi.

mira - kau seorang kawan yang baik bagi ku. kau n gg.. orang yang paling rapat ngnku. if salah seorang dari ko 2, aku rasa xselesa. kau pandai, aku envy ya.. aku nak fight ngn kau.. aku mahu kalahkan pointer kau. one day i will.. kau gamboh. aku xsuka bila kau suka tolak ajakan kami mun ajak kau kuar. kau malah jak kuar ngn rum8 kau. aku tahu ko ada geng kdrik tapi boh lupak kwn cozmate.. kau xpandai rapat ngn cozmate kdrik.. kau jenis plh keja kdrik, pentingkan diri sdr. kau xboleh kdakya..kau terlalu ambil mudah.. aku xsuka ya sbb kau mcm xberusaha. kau jenis yang terus trg, aku suka ya. kau baik...tp poret..huahuahua..

cont..
Wednesday, January 6, 2010 0 comments

what's in my mind

hi there,

today i met my friend, A. like what i just know, she suddenly text me in the morning and was very excited chit chat with me. i was like," what is wrong with her?". i just ignored and replied her. i told other friend, D. D and A was a good friends before. but now, they seems like not talking to each other. she told me that A ever told her that she will have the informer to know about D. and D was thought that A will used me to know about D. i guess she is right.. nonsense friend that i never met before..

that is their stories. i hope their relationship does not affect me though.. my class is at 4pm later. erm.. but never mind, i know repeaters feeling.. perhaps.. uerghh..

but i dont mad at them..because maybe now is their time fall down..but later? maybe me myself falls down. so, i just keep silent and smile.. be nice to people even though they are not good to us..

whatever it is, my aim is to achieve my goals...3 pointer for sure..!!!
okay then, i dont want to waste my time, i need to find more information about my assignment..

wish me a good day..=))

love,

Mulawin.
Monday, January 4, 2010 0 comments

waaaa...

hi there,

today is my first day for new session,semester 4. i thought today our lecturer will not give us any assignment yet but unfortunately, there is an assignment we have to do.. we have given a task to search and present the company listed in BURSA MALAYSIA and do take note about it. just now i have found one of the company which is PADINI HOLDINGS BERHAD. but, im not yet going through with it completely. so, tonight i have to check on it and it must be finish before tomorrow.

for the next class was ACCOUNTING INFORMATION SYSTEM where we will learn about computerizing the accounting, which mean we will used technology of computing through specific software,MYOB ( MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS). it does not mean by what you all think about..=P MYOB means you will focus on your own particular company and do make the accounting formula e.g income statement, balance sheet and all those thing. just now we starting with theory and it was so bored.. i felt sleepy though..hahaha! but i try my best not to feel so sleepy.. i dont like reading subject.

now i just relaxing myself in my room. my room mate has not come back yet. her class is until 6pm. my friends invite me to join them going out at the back campus but i refuse to. im afraid i cannot saving my money. luckily my friends does not force me..=) i dont feel want to go out at this early of semester. i have 4 months to go with budgeting my money for the future. I CAN DO IT! =))

love,

Mulawin.
Sunday, January 3, 2010 0 comments

today's activity : 2jan (malaysia' date)

i woke up early in the morning going back to my own room. i was overnight at my friend' room because my room mate has not come back yet.

later im going to campus to check my schedule though. my friend said on friday we dont have any class..waaaa..i feel good about that. ahhahaha! =P

i have set my mind to clear up everything which is not necessary for me to think about. now, i want to think how i want to make the way i study to be more efficient and keep me remember all the fact and formula..

i want to diet though..i must keep my money in the range of below than rm10 per day, which means i just take my breakfast in my room and lunch for the average. no dinner..
saving money is not that easy especially me myself. so, i keep the promise of 6 advises in my mind.

wish me luck and stay happy with the name of Jesus Christ..amen.
Saturday, January 2, 2010 0 comments

going back to campus

2 January 2010:

9.30am:

Hari ini aku akan balik semula ke kampus.. barang2 semua aku dah beli. Aku tekad aku akan belajar dengan 2x ganda dari last semester. Aku nak tebus balik pointer aku yang turun..nasib baik lah aku tak fail. Aku nak modified juga bilik aku tu..biar ada rasa nak belajar bila keadaan bilik menyenangkan hati..hehe. room mate aku budak nursing, junior lagi tu. Aku malah jer tular room mate sebab dorang ada kawan sendiri nak join sama bilik. Aku macam biasa always alone. Tak kisahlah sangat asal aku ada kawan sebelah tu. Sekarang aku masih lagi kat umah aunt aku, inah. Aku seorang je sini sebab dia pergi kerja. Tengahari nanti dia hantar aku. Aku nak makan apa nanti ye..erm.. maggi alamatnya..huhu. aku perlu diet. Baju kurung fit aku tak muat lagi..baju kurung baru auntku belum buat lagi.. tak sabar nak pakai..hehe.


7.08pm:

Aku dah sampai kampus.. im alone here. My roommate stay out with her friend I guess. And im here just online.. ada kaa aku lupa nak print slip pra pendaftaran tadi.. aunt aku apa lagi, marah kat aku..aku wat bodo jer sebab tau aku salah…hahaha..bilik aku dah siap kemaskan. Aku dah tukar news melekat kat cermin kecik tu dengan kad manila pink..wakakkaa..cerah sungguh bilik aku, memancar..isk3.. penghadang pintu pun aku dah buat dah guna tikar…biar serangga terpelanting tak dapat masuk..wakkakaka.. barang2 aku tak banyak sangat sebab aku taruh sikit kat umah aunt aku.. jadi stor.hahaha…aku tengah fikir apa aku nak buat pasni.. nak belajar tak tahu na belajar apa…erm.. movie, facebook. Ahahha..

Love,

Nite all..
Friday, January 1, 2010 1 comments

new year of 2010

happy new year everyone..

let us forget all the past and bring forward the new life with new becoming memories..i wish this new year give me more confident to myself to be stronger than before..

who has gone just gone..but the memories we built together will stay forever in my heart..

new life just begin, and i will struggle for everything that brings me to success. be independent girl is my wish for not too depent on others..

focus on studies + improve my pointer + no tears = me,2010.

boyfriend? its hard to know who really love me because there is someone who really love me but i cant accept him because of different in religion.. just letting him go is my choice before i keep loving him more deeply..

now i keep messaging with other friend whom i knew him a couple of months ago.. we just friend but if more than that, i must think triple because he drink alcohol..i dont really like on that side though..he is same religion with me.. truly it is hard to find a guy in my religion not drinking..waah..arghh..but he is educated person as he has graduated of degree in marketing..erm..i try not too be serious with him because this year my target is to struggle on my studies. i put this boyfriend matter aside.

so, this advises is for myself:

1. INGAT NAMA JAKO ABA SUBA..
2. STUDY NGAU MANAH ANANG LIMPANG MEDA MOVIE
3. ANANG BANGAT NYABAK, YA DAH PERGI, KITAI TERUSKAN HIDUP AU..
4. DUIT GALAU ANANG MELI UTAI KE NDA PERLU IGA..
5. MAKAI ANANG TAMAK IGA, GEMUK LAGIK BAJU NDA UMBAS..

2010, guide my to achieve my success.. welcome to the new year life!
 
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